"I am me"was the last thing I wrote before they took me away
17 yr old Eliza (Main character)attending Yonker high
Dealing with years of abuse and neglect nd sexual assault she made a deal with herself and decided to become a mystery person to eve...
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💕EL⃨I⃨Z⃨A⃨ P⃨O⃨V⃨💕
I kicked my legs in the water trying to get used to it
Ughh it's so colddd
Giving up I got out the pool and went to the hot tub
I put half of my body in and half of my body out the hot tub scrolling on tiktok when I heard the door side open
I looked up to see Notti and dd coming outside in their swimming trunks
Notti:bae?
Yea
Notti:oh thought u was somebody else why you outside by yourself ma?
Ion know
Notti got into the pool and went over to the hot tub because it was connected
Notti:what you watching?
TikTok
dd:yall how was the amusement park yesterday
It was fun u frl should've went
dd:nah the opps was there can't get caught lackin
I laughed a little and continued talking about yesterday
Dd:when this happened?
When what happened
dd:when y'all got back together
Ohh yesterday
dd:ts
Yea...how's your mom?
dd:she ite
Mmm but the real question is y u break up wit samiyah
dd:cs the bitch gon text my bestie talkin bout some"u needa stop texting my man"BITCH SHES KNOWN ME LONGER THEN U
Nahhh
dd:after that I let it go and I went to my momma house and I turned my location off because knowing her she would've pulled up and the bitch blowing ma phone up' jay phone up,nd ma momma phone up I HEARD HER ON THE CAMERAS YELLING AT YALL
dd:I saw her go into ma fuckin room and take ma amiri shoes and she burned them
NAHHH
Notti:say wrda ya deadz
dd:wrd2 ma deadz bro
Notti:now I see y ha stank ass got broken up with
I covered my mouth and looked them trying not to laugh
dd:yep that's y I told ha ass pack it
Thank god everyone in the house anit like her stank ass
dd:oh thought it was just me
I laughed out loud and backed up from the pool and went over to the steps
Notti:ma u not hot??
Uhh no?
Notti:ur pale asf
I am?
Notti:yea getcho ass out the hot tub
Mmcht whyyy
Notti:ur going to faint
I do feel lightheaded...
Just then I felt myself getting weak
The next thing I knew Notti picked me up and I felt a shock into my body
FUCK THE WATER COLD
D&N:YOU WAS FINNA PASS OUT
nahhh
They shook their heads making me laugh
Notti:it's not funny
You right
I got in the shallow end of the pool and sat on the bench
Mmm yalll
dd:where did you and ddot get that from
I got it from ddot ion know where he got it from
Notti:we never know where ddot get anything from
dd:bro remember that time we was on the block nd he pulled candy out his pocket
Notti:oh yeaaa then his nasty ass tried to offer us it
Not the pocket candy
Notti:it was wrapped tho
But still it's pocket candy
dd:then he gon ask us do we know where he got it from like nigga huh?
wtf?yooo this nigga funny
Notti:right talkin bout some"well yall went to the store with me"like nigga no we didn't💀
I shook my head as they talked about their moments as a group while I picked up my phone off the edge and continued scrolling on tiktok
ddot:YOOOO
all:Yurrr
ddot:what y'all niggas on?
Notti:ns chattin it up u?
ddot:got bored on the game so I came outside
What about emani?
ddot:she sleep
Oh
ddot:mhm
He sat on the Edge of the pool dipping his feet in joining in on dd n Notti conversation
I put my phone on a chair that was next to me nd I went back in the pool
dd:tryna play Marco Polo?
Yea who's it?
dd:ONE TWO THREE NOT IT
ddot:FUCK
We laughed and waiting for ddot to start
ddot:MARCO
all:POLO
ddot:MARCO
PO-OWW
ddot then turned to me waving his arms
I mouthed to them"SAVE ME"
ddot:MARCO
Notti:POLO
ddot still got closer to me and tagged me
Ugh my toe...
ddot:um y is the water turning red
I looked down to see indeed the water was turning red
Fuck...
ddot grabbed my wrist nd took me out the pool into the house
