Chapter 24

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***TAYLOR POV***

Finally were home and I can get out of this car and final get into my own bed where I can sleep and knowing I can talk to leondre again without everyone else listening

*** LEONDRE POV***

Me and Charlie have been writing songs or trying it's hard to think and put lyrics together

Doesn't help my mind was blocked with Taylor
I know she's finally texting me again but she's been gone for so long and what were the calls about
What did she want to say

It scared me when I realised I hadn't heard from her for so long

This gave me an idea
How about a song about her
A song about Taylor
But no one will know except for me

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I heard my phone ringing as I lay in bed too comfy to move finally it stopped but then rang again

If I don't pick it up now it will just keep ringing
So I huffed and reached over to my bedside table where I left my phone
It was Taylor
I answered the call

L- "hello"

T- " you sound tired did I wake you? I'm sorry"
I could hear her talking okay but I something told me she wasn't okay

L- "I was in bed but was just going to message you, are you okay?"
I lied trying to think of something to say so she didn't hang up

T- "oh I'm sorry should I hang up and let you message me instead"

L- "no I much prefer talking to you on the phone rather then just texting I love your accent and the sound of your voice"

T- "shush you trying to make me blush ay? I wish I could see you without this stupid screen between

L- "YES I DID IT"

T- "I forgot what I called you for but I love you and talk to you later, if your not busy that is?"

L- "no matter what I'm doing I'll always make time for you, don't want to loose you again.. Taylor how have you been... Since you know... Your dad? You didn't hurt yourself again?" I asked scared of the answer i knew she had done it before but never told me about it again. I hoped she had stopped but things seemed so bad right now.

T- "Like I said Leo I've been fine we made up and we're still family... No but yes about that last thing"

L- "Taylor I'm always here for you.. What do you mean about the cutting? Did you do it or not... Please don't lie to me"

T- "okay yes it I really don't want to talk about it"

L- "I'm sorry I just so scared.. Can you just do one thing for me... Grab a pen.. Not a biro that would hurt, het a permanent marker"

T- "okay but why?"

L- "just do it and I'll tell you what to do.. Okay so get the pen and on each scar or scratch draw a little butterfly.... If you have the urge or feel like hurting yourself just stop and think of the butterflies each one is someone you love like me, your brother, mum anyone.. If you hurt the butterfly you will hurt us"

The line went quite for a few minutes then came her reply

T- "wow, that was beautiful Leo I don't know what to say... I promise I won't ever hurt myself like this again.. I can't brake my promises with you... I'm really tired I should probably go... I love you lots.... Then you finish it"

L-"like jelly tots"
And with that she hung up

I wonder what happened to her and what she wanted to say, I'm so stupid because I just keep changing the subject

I'll have to text her instead

A/N
YAS finally I added Leo POV and sorry this is such a shitty book
But it's kinda a filler to the next book

I finally got myself a job and I have to go in for a trail in two days I'm actually excited because I'm going to work on a fair with some friends and then it's only younger children that go onto the fair
And I wanted to do childcare in college

Thank you all for reading don't forget to Comment/Like/Share love you all
Katie xx

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