Diary Devries (Leondre Devries)

Chapter One

Months jumped by since I've last updated you all on how life has been and really since Britain's got Talent nothing amazing really happened, I've nearly finished high school and then go to college, other then that, I have nothing to look forward to I can't wait to get out of school.

Still haven't met leondre or Charlie just waiting for that day to finally come and I've  not seen them in even one of their shows I know I'm such a bad friend, but mum and dad are really bad with money problems and any time they do have money, after the food shopping and bill paying they save it for a day out we can do as a family.

We haven't seen Lewis for a while and I think he's going off to uni soon to do a course about computers.

I made a new fan account on Instagram but that one.. Well I made a few imagines as I love to just sit down in bed or on the sofa to just write random imagines.

This one time I wrote one that was quite personal it had something about having scars from self harming and being together with leondre... Leo always knew that I had done it so I hadn't thought anything of it but leondre liked the imagine and so many people read it and liked it, i had about 1.300 likes or more but I got so much hate and anything people could think of because Leo's only 13 and I was writing imagines about self harm.

So I deleted that account and yet again I cried for hours because of hate and also because having a fan account actually means so much to me I spend most of my time everyday on Instagram or Twitter talking.. Or well now trying to talk or get noticed by Leo or Charlie

I still haven't had the confidence to even talk to Charlie yet but it looks like I never will now

Oh.. And some tops, I had designed a few tops... just messing round I thought of one saying "I'm a bambino and what" and then I asked Leo what should I have on a top.. He said I should have one saying "Dont touch me unless your Leondre Devries" obviously I designed it and tweeted them, no long later someone joined me her name is Jas she had designed a few tops and other things and obviously hers were much better then mine fancy shapes and perfect designs... but we came Close because of designing things and getting noticed by the boys I finally found someone who I could have fun joking round designing stupid things when we spoke to the boys.

I got two of mine made and had them sent to me I fell in love and thought it was amazing, I tweeted the boys the pictures of the edited tops and then photos of the real tops they favourited and leo tweeted me saying he loved me and called me princess for like the 1000th time

Then people didn't like the leondre top and someone made a "bambino burn book" account on Twitter where people just send in anything they want to say about another bambino and then it would be posted unknown someone sent in about my tops and I felt like crying I was actually going to cry because that was the one thing Leo designed and I just so got it made.

Yes there is a lot of hateful people in this fandom and I'm not even scared to say I dis-like this fandom I've never wanted to stay but leave a fandom

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Okay sorry this is a shitty chapter compared to the others from the start
I'm just finding it difficult how to put everything together and how to word it all.

I have also started a new book called Just A Friend it's another Leo fanfic but you should go read it if you haven't.

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