WHAT THEY SEE

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WHAT THEY SEE

HARLEM BANKS
DECEMBER 3rd, 2023.
SUNDAY 7:43 pm

LAYING IN MY hospital bed, I didn't have an appetite so I was surviving off of the ice chips provided before I finally went into labor after five whole hours.

I felt so dumb. I thought as soon as my water broke my baby would be trying to push her way out, but I hadn't even dilated a bit when my water broke.

I didn't understand why I went into premature birth, and the doctor didn't have an explanation either. I was just happy that I didn't have her any earlier.

Six months was still way too soon, but it could've been worse.

She wasn't in bad critical conditions, she was just on breathing machines for assistance. I wasn't tripping about that though.

When roveon left me at Honesty's house I thought I was going to die somehow. I was probably being too dramatic. I needed up calling smokes sister, ramiere, explaining everything to her in a nutshell.

I sent her my location and she didn't hesitate to come get me. The only reason I knew about his sister was because she had a daughter, that smoke always had to pick up from R-club when she was at work.

She was side eyeing the fuck out of me the entire way to St. pete general hospital, but I didn't care about anything she was thinking about.

What really shocked me was roveon actually showing up an hour before I went into labor. I felt like it had something to do with his sister, but I wasn't complaining. I was just happy he actually showed up for the birth of the baby.

He still had rosiah which shocked me. Usually he would get mad at Valerie for a few hours, and then they would make up. Apparently they hadn't. Which made me think he really was angry with us.

I had my baby an hour ago, but I only got to hold her for a few seconds because they immediately hauled her off to the NICU floor.

My head snapped up, glancing at the door as someone entered. I saw roveon entering with rosiah on his hip carefully. I noticed he had started growing a little mustache, but it wasn't too much. It fit him and matched well with his small goatee.

"Hey," I muttered softly, swallowing the lump in my throat.

"Wassup man." He ran his hand down the side of his face.

Blinking, I studied his facial expression. He looked stressed in a way. "I already know you got some shit to say, so just say it." I muttered.

I couldn't lie, I was really heart broken over my relationship with Dakari. I had been grieving our relationship for two months, but today was like the final stamp of confirmation.

He didn't even care about my well-being. Once he found out that it really was me who drugged honesty, it was fuck me for real this time. I was thanking God I was pregnant at the moment because the way she had did my sister shocked the fuck outta me.

It was so unexpected, and I couldn't do anything but sit there and yell. That shit was so embarrassing. I don't know when I'll be able to show my face to Valerie again.