I woke up at 06:00 AM after sleeping at 03:00 AM, took bath and wore a powder pink puffed sleeves top paired up with washed blue jeans. I stepped out of my bedroom and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast and morning tea for myself. Once I am done with preparing everything, I took the plate and cup to the living room, as soon as I entered the living room, I saw a pair of feet on the sofa and I realized that he is still here. He did not leave last night. I moved to the sofa, put the cup and plate on table and sat in front of him. He is lying with his face towards the table so I could see his face. His bangs are wandering on his face and not letting me see his face, his hand is resting right besides his face. He looks so soft, I brush his bangs with my fingers so that I can see his face. I move a little closer to his ear and whisper, "Good Morning! I don't know when it will be again or will it be ever for me to say good morning to you like this." I move back a little, I rub his forehead a little and smile. I am blessed this morning, I swear. I let him sleep and make sure to not make any sort of noises. I carefully finish cleaning. Once I am done, I just sit in front of him again, his phone starts ringing and I get scared. I got up, tried to find the phone and realized then that he is lying on his phone. He wakes up with continuous ringing and find me right in front of him. He smiles and says, "Good Morning!" in his raspy voice and answers the call,
"Hello?" Yoongi in his raspy voice.
"Hyung, where are you? They said they saw you going out at 02:00 AM", Taehyung says
"Yeah.. I will be there soon and will talk then. You guys get ready. We are meeting her." Yoongi says
"Okay Hyung!" Taehyung and Jimin squeal from excitement.
He hangs up the phone. "Would you by any chance have an extra toothbrush?" he asks.
"Yeah.. I do have an extra one." I tell him.
"Great! Thank you. Let me borrow it now." He says
He follows me to the bathroom and brushes his teeth, I come back to the living room and nervous about me being so clingy last night.
I am still in my thoughts and he comes, "Are you alright now?" he asks with concern in his eyes.
"Y.. Yeah.. I am okay." I stammer
He picks the cup thinking it is for him but it was mine, he started drinking the tea.
"So, you will be fine meeting all of them too right?" he asks
"Yes.. I will be." I say smiling
"I never thought you will be just like Jungkook in a lot of ways. Is he your bias?" he brings this up again.
"Hmmm?" I look up at him waiting for him to elaborate on that.
"I mean Jungkook is exactly a lot emotional and he could have cried with the same thought you cried yesterday. Also, I have noticed, there are some of the manners or habits you have are as same as of Jungkook. You must relate to him the most." He explains.
I am surprised and smiling, "Wow! You are really a genius. My dear owner of Genius Lab." He laughs.. "Wow! I was right all along. Oh my god!" he says. "Why?" I ask
"It will be a task to have two Jungkooks in my life." Yoongi says
I laugh at him, "Isn't it fun?"
"Oh trust me, I don't have a lot of energy to give to both of you." He laughs
"You are way more patient than you think. Trust me." I laugh back at him and was about to walk across the living room but he holds my wrist, I turn around and look at him, he is not looking at me but his feet instead. "What?" I ask him, he is still not looking at me. "Why did you cry like that? Did you forget that we will actually leave? Were you anxious all along?" He asks in one breath without looking at me. I don't know if he wants me to answer or he just wanted to put it all out. "I knew you will leave eventually but it feels it was just yesterday that we met. I wanted more time with you all." I tell him. He is still holding my wrist, I slightly move my hand so we are holding hands and "You okay now?" he asks looking at our hands, he is fixing his hand so that it fits properly with mine. I sit in front of him, make him look at me, "I am okay I guess. Thank you for being there and not leaving. When I woke up and didn't see you around, I thought you left but to my surprise you slept here. Oh right! it must have been very uncomfortable for you to sleep on the sofa. You could have slept in the other bedroom." I tell him assuring. He smiles, "Great then! let's go. Go, get ready!" he tells me. "I am ready! let's go" I smile at him.
We went to their hotel, everyone was ready. He did not tell the rest of them how I reacted last night. So, it was not embarrassing for me to look at them.
We them roamed here & there had fun, laughed, had amazing food, watched sunset and now was the time for them to go back to the hotel. We drove back to the hotel, I was in Taehyung and Jimin's car, "So, will you miss us?" Jimin asks, I look at him, "What is that question?" I ask, "Just wanted to know!" Taehyung says "Of course sweetie! I will miss you. Each one of you. Even if we never met, I missed you when you were MIA. It's weird no? What we have is kind of so comforting but still so hurtful. We live countries apart and still feel comfortable with you guys." I tell them. They are smiling. It made their heart full. Jimin moved a little forward and hugged me, so did Taehyung and they both kissed on my head, "We will miss you little bean." We are all chuckling and here we go, we reached the hotel. It's 08:00 PM and it's time for me say goodbye to them & let them go. I am just a fan. I have got each one of them something they would like, for Namjoon, I bought him a few books and a pair of socks, for Hoba, I made 4 bracelets with dried flower resins that can be paired together along with a bouquet of sunflowers, for Jungkook, I made a set of scented candles that he would like, for Seokjin, I bought him a snowboard, for Jimin & Taehyung, I got them a polaroid camera with their initials on it so that they can further have one more soulmate thingy added to their list, for Yoongi, I was so confused so I bought him a notepad that he can use to write his lyrics along with a perfume (asked for a penny for that).
It was time for me to leave them be so that they can rest before they depart for airport, "Okay! So, I will take my leave. It was an honor and lovely to meet you all in real life. I am not sure if we will ever meet again but please take care of yourselves. I will always be rooting for each one of you. I hope you all don't over work yourselves, push yourselves to extremes and get enough time to pamper yourselves. I will miss you all (My voice starts breaking as I feel heavy and I can burst into tears anytime now)." I paused, they were moving towards me so I moved back and said, "No! don't. Let me just be. I will be alright. It's not that I am sad, it's just that I still cannot believe, I met you all and hugged you. I need to go back to my life without you all being here present with me, so please." I tell them, they stop and I start crying. I am standing still with my head down and crying, "If you are like this, we cannot let you go back right now." Namjoon says moving forward and I kept moving backwards, now looking at them with teary eyes, "I am sorry! I will just leave. I hope you all were happy here. I will miss you all so much." I tell them and ran from there because if I stayed for even a single second more, I would not be able to let it be and lost all of it.
"It was better today!" Yoongi sighs, they all look at him at once, "What?" Seokjin asks. "She was worse than this yesterday when I told her." Yoongi says. "I think it was a good idea to tell her 2 - 3 days prior we leave." He continues. "Hyung! She cried more than this?" Jungkook and Jimin together. "Oh! You should have seen her. My heart ached seeing her like that yesterday that is why I could not leave her alone and stayed with her" He explains. "She is adorable. We will miss her." Hoba says. "Yes, we will. The way she makes faces to everything." Taehyung says and they all laugh. "She is Jungkook's twin in many ways" Seokjin says, "Hyung! but I will always be your first right?" Jungkook is curious and furious. "Ummmm, Maybe you both" Seokjin says and Jungkook pouts, "Okay fine!" "Her bias is Jungkook" Yoongi discloses. Jungkook jumps with excitement, "Wow! for real hyung? If you are lying right now, I hate you." Yoongi frowns, "Why would I lie to you?" "Why are you mad about that hyung?" Jimin teases. Yoongi just leaves from there and sits in his room for a while.
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It Feels Like a Dream! (BTS Yoongi FF)
FanficHe snakes his hand around my waist and pulls me back to the couch. His fingers move a little around my waist to firm his grip and I cannot breathe as I am looking at him. This close proximity is not what I was asking for but it's dizzying that we ar...
