You're My Secret (Austin Mahone/ON HOLD/IN EDITING)

Chapter 13- So Complicated

Now its time for some Alex and Emily loveeeeeee

Emily's P.O.V.

I haven't talked to Alex in a while after our fight. I miss him and I don't think i've loved anyone like I love Alex. It was horrible how we fought. Never would I imagine having one little argue with him..but I did....

"Alex why the hell are you such a jerk when were around your friends"!? I yelled to him. "A jerk? So being myself makes me a jerk"!? He lashed back. "Not telling them i'm your girlfriend and acting like a douche to me... isn't being a jerk"!?  "Look....I know I do that sometimes but, I have to look cool alright" He admitted. "Alex, acting like a jerk isn't cool and if they were true friends, they would accept you for who your are" I sighed. "No, you just don't get it"! "Of course I don't! I never get anything you talk about right? God, Alex. I am just done with you" I said running towards the door. "W-wait" He said grabbing my arm. I snatched away quickly "Since I don't get anything you talk about and you care about your so called "true" friends...got date them for all I care". I said running out the door.

I don't know if Alex meant what he said and I honestly didn't either but it hurts to be heart broken. Trust Me. I mean....why does everything have to be so complicated....

I laid on my bed as I texted Cal for a while.

"Hey girl, I heard about you and Alex...are you alright? :("

"Not really...but I miss him so much but I don't want to give in so easily"

"Well...what are you gonna do"?

"I have nooo idea"

"You should talk to him. Just you and him, need to sit down and have a CALM and serious talk"

"Yeah, I guess your right. I'll talk to him. Ttyl"

I texted her that quickly and sat up as I laid on my bed. I got up and fixed my long blonde hair into a mini curl style. "Alright..I can do this" I assured myself. I walked out the door and over to my car. I placed on my nice blue jean jacket as I sat in the car. As I drove over to his house, one million thoughts quick hit my mind. (ahahaha i'm sorry xD I had to do that....hehe 11:11) "What if he doesn't take this seriously" "What if he hates me" "Shouldn't HE be apoligizing to ME"??? But then I thought of "What if he does take this seriously" "What if he loved me, no matter what" "No matter who apoligizes, its worth having our relationship back over a stupid little argument" All these thoughts and what if's had me panicking and relaxed. As I drove up to his house, I quikcly cut off the engine and got out. I walked up the door and started to knock but heard faded voices coming from around back. I peeked around to see Alex with two of his friends. I stay there quietly as I listened to their conversation. "So..guys, I did a horrible thing" Alex admitted. "What did you do bro" One said raising his eye brow. "Well two things actually...I broke Emily's heart a-" "So what? Shes' just a girl" I frowned at his comment. "No...shes' not. Shes everything to me and I was being a complete jerk" He admitted. I was in awe for a second until what he said next. "And the worst thing I could ever do... " What"? They asked. "I was so pissed at the whole fight thing a-and I was overwhelmed a-" "Dude, your point"? "I...kissed Cal the other night". I felt the tears quickly rushing to flood my eyes. I tried holding in the sound of my crying but I let out a small whimper. I quickly saw Alex turn around as I snatched back around from the corner. "What was that noise"? He said standing up. "Dude...you probably just heard the bushes are something" "...you my friend, are retarded" He sighed. "Shut up" He said back sarcasticly. "Yeah...i'm sure it was nothing" Alex said sitting back down. I slowly walked over to my car and opened the door gently. I slowly got in, cranked up the car, shut my door, and pulled out quickly, hoping he wouldn't have seen me. I cried my eyes out the whole way home. Why would Alex kiss Callie? Did she kiss back...? Why wouldn't they have told me this. Well, probably because of them same reason thats happening now. This whole time...was Cal even my true friend? I guess I'll know when I confront her AND Alex tomorrow......

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