You're My Secret (Austin Mahone/ON HOLD/IN EDITING)

Chapter 16- Hate is a strong word

A:N/ I decided to start doing the Notes before each chapter or most because I like it

So, I decided to post a bit early so I hope you love me for that ;)

Let's just go ahead and say Blake is hot. Haha He'll be in the story more as well.

And how do you guys like the new writing style i'm doing? I hope you like it if you know what i'm talking about..yeah i'm awkward...and I am not happy with this chapter but I got busy and had to rush.

My goal in how many chapters this book will have is maybe at least close to 30 or more, so stay tuned if your luvinnnn it ;) and one more thing, comment in the comment section if you think this story should have a sequel or not, I think I need to wait a bit longer to ask but I'm just curious....

Enjoyyy ~ Callie

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WARNING: CUTTING IN THIS CHAPTER (Well almost)

We arrived home in silence, of course mom noticed my soaked clothes and now, its time for a talk. "Jason, upstairs" she pointed in anger.  He quickly ran up stairs as his cleets squeaked from the shiny, wooden stairs. "Sit" she commanded me. "I don't wanna si-" "SIT" She said raising her voice a bit. I gave her a glare and plopped on the couch, folding my arms. "What in the world has gotten into you"!? She sighed. "Nothing"? "Your a damn mess" "NO I'M NOT"! I jumped up from the couch. "Oh really"? "Yes really. You should trust me more often" "I can't because of your actions" She lashed. I shook my head as tears built up in my eyes. "I hate you" I cried roughly. "Cal..." "NO I'M SICK OF BEING TREATED THIS WAY! WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH"!? I yelled through tears. "I don't hate you" She said calmly. I just shook my head and ran upstairs and slammed my door shut. I suddenly heard my mom's footsteps running up the stairs.

I ran into my bathroom, locking the door. I heard her come in and start banging on the bathroom door. I slid off all my  soaked clothes and placed on my shorts and big sweat shirt. "Cal, please come out" She said in worry. "No, I-I don't deserve this" I cried. I looked at the bathtub side to see my razor. Suddenly, mom's voice faded. I was already in my thoughts. "If I do this...I won't have to deal with the hate anymore" but then something came in my head "What about Alex, Austin, Emily, Blake, Jason..." I went out of my thoughts when I suddenly heard a familiar voice. "CAL OPEN THE DOOR"! I heard Austin yelled. No not calmly, he was serious. He almost sounded like he was pissed. I grabbed the razor and looked at the door "I'm sorry Austin" I cried. I held the razor up to my wrist and took a deep breath. "Wait..please Cal" He cried. "Just at least open the door" He pleaded. I stood up, my bare feet, hitting the tile softly as I went to the door. "Wait" I said wiping my tears. I sat the razor down on the counter and walked to the door quietly. I unlocked it and opened the door slowly as it creaked.

I suddenly felt a strong pair of arms wrap around me. Austin held me tightly and didn't let go. I cried into his chest. "I-i'm so sorry Austin" I sobbed. "Its alright" He said comforting me. "No its not..I cause everyone trouble" "No, you don't, your amazing and...." He started rambling on but stopped in the middle of his sentence. "Callie..."? "Yeah"? I said looking up as I wiped the tears away from eyes. "What the hell"!? He said grabbing the razor. "I...um" "Have you been cutting"!? He said as tears filled his eyes again. "N-no. I though about it but I di-" "Don't you ever cut. I could never loose you" "I'm sorry" "Just...promise you won't even think about cutting again" "I promise" I nodded my head. I looked to see mom in the door way "Oh My God, you were going to cut"? "Mom, I'm sorry" I said letting go of Austin. "Sweety..." I ran up to her and hugged her tightly, "I'm sorry for saying I hated you. I love you mom and I would never wanna replace you" "Its alright, I just care about you and want you safe. Thats why i'm so strict" "I know..." I sighed. I suddenly got a text from Alex.

Alex's P.O.V. (earlier that day)

I sat lazily on the couch watching TV until I heard a knock on the door. I got up slowly, walking towards the door.  I opened it up quickly to see Emily standing there awkwardly. "Hello Alex" She said in a sassy tone. She was looking beautiful. Her long blonde hair was flowing as she stood in a short, pink, dress. "Um h-hey" I stuttered. "Can I come in"? "Sure" I said letting her in. "So...remember when we had that fight" "Pretty sure I do" I said sarcasticly. "Yeah well i'm not mad about that any more" She replied. "Then what the hell are you so pissed about"!? I said, not thinking of any other reason. "Hmmm I know, how about you kissed my damn best friend"! She lashed. I was in shock that she found out. My eyes widened as I tried to find something to say.

"Yeah thats right. I heard all about your little make out session" She said in disgust. "Emily I-" "Why would you do that. WHY ALEX" "I don't know..." "Do you love her"!? "What!? No!" I shook my head. "Oh so you just go around kissing every girl you see"!? "No! I was just in a bad mood and wanted to get my mind off things" "How does that help you get your mind off things"!? "I THOUGHT...if I kissed Cal, that it would make me forget you. You don't understand how horrible I felt" "I think I do..." "Either way, just please believe me. I love you Emily. Your the only one for me. I made a mistake and I won't do it again" I said in one whole breath as I pleaded. She stood there for a second and loosened up. "I forgive you" She sighed. "Thank you baby" I said walking up to her for a kiss but she pushed me away. "That doesn't mean were back together" She added. "W-what"? "I need some time to think..goodbye Alex" She said walking out the door. I sighed and texted Cal.

"Well, Emily forgave me but she didn't take me back" 

"Atleast she forgave you, give her some time to think"

"Yeah thats what she said"

"She talked to me a couple days ago about it"

"She forgave you too"?

"Yeah but honestly, can you blame her for being so upset"?

"I guess your right...I hope she takes me back"

"Like I said, give her some time to think. I'm sure she will"

"I Hope So....."

This shizzz just got realz guys 0.0 hahaha idk. Hope you enjoyed a small chapterrrrrr :3333