Rolaine's POV
I woke up in the hospital feeling like Shit. I couldn't handle the pressure between me and Trevor. He made me do this. No my aunt made me do this! She's the whole reason why I'm here.I looked around to see my people with their heads down, Junior was the only one who noticed me being awake.
Junior: Rol(Gco)
Me: shhhh
I didn't want everyone to know I was up. They'll be disappointed in me and I'm not trying to have that. Junior got on my hospital bed and played on my chest. I looked down at my arm that has stitches in it. Damn I messed up a lot. I scratched my head and looked around again seeing Trevor. I just kept staring at him with hate until the nurse came in
Nurse: YOUR AWAKE!
This nigga scared tf out of everyone with her loud azz voice. Angel came by my side and took Junior off of me
Me: my gosh
Nurse: oh ha I'm sorry honey
Me: Its fine am I allowed to go home now?
Nurse: ohh yeah honey we just need to give u your prescription then your all set (giggles)
Me: thank you
She left the room and I was alone with my peers. There was an awkward silence
Gee: Dont even know why you put her in this position
She looked on the ground
Trevor: (sighs) Gee would you shut up! I didn't mean to do it I apologized a lot and I'm still not done just let me do me Damn
Jacob: Aye man don't yell at her like that
Trevor: shut up man
Jacob: this Shit was your fault anyways
He whispered, Trevor got steamed up
Trevor:(yelling) DONT YOU GUYS KNOW THAT I KNOW THIS WAS MY FAULT ITS BAD ENOUGH THAT EVERYONES BLAMING ME. YOU DONT THINK I FEEL BAD I FEEL BAD AND SORRY AS TWICE AS YOU GUYS ARE!
He started tearing up but quickly wiped it away and left the room
Me: You guys..
Angel: just get your clothes on so we can go. I'll get your prescription
Me: ok..
They all left the room except for Shannel. She came close to me and touch my arm
Me:(chuckles) I messed up huh
She looked at me very disappointed and touch my arm
Shannel: Would your Ma and sister be proud of you?
Wow... She went there.... I messed up bad then. There was a good amount of silence for about 2 minutes
Me: Would you be proud of me?
I looked in her eyes one tear drop went down on her face then she shooked her head
Shannel: Noo...
She buried her hands in her face and I brought her into a tight hug
Me: I'm sorry baby
Shannel: don't tell me that. Tell yourself that
She got up and went out the room. I just sat there and thought
Trevor's POV
I went outside to get some air and saw that Michael followed me all the way here
Me: Aye what's up why you here?
He was all playing with his hands looking nervous
Michael: Trevor.. Would your 8 year old self be proud of you??
Shit that's deep I looked at him then at the ground and just came with it
Me: I don't know my 8 year old self. If I did he wouldn't be proud of me
Michael: Well I know I'm not proud of you
Me: I know you aren't. Dad won't even be proud of me
Michael: yeah Dad said he wants you to be good remember??
Me: yeah I never forgot
