Hate Never Felt so Good

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We all had a family hug. I looked up and saw Rolaine standing there admiring us. I smiled at her. Ma held out her arm for her to  join us. she came and was added in the hug

Ma: I love you guys

AOT: We love you to

after we separated Ma looked worried she called Rolaine and was in the corner talking but I didnt pay attention


ROLAINE'S POV

Tracy brought me to the corner of the church.. she looked worried, I was worried to I didn't know what was happening

Tracy: Rolaine I thank you for reuniting me with my family

Me: Oh no problem they all missed you!

I was kinda relieved that she didn't say anything that would make me sad

Tracy: But there is something..

Of course.. there's always something.. Damn I wonder what it is. My heart started beating I was sooo nervous

Me: (sighed) what is it

I put my head down

Tracy: Baby you have to go

I looked up at her shocked. There was a pain sharp needle in my heart. I couldn't possibly leave! not after what I've been through with this family!! This family... is my family, I love them so much what would happened to Shannel! She's like my little sister. 

Me: Why...

Tracy: Your aunt called.. I told her about everything that had happened.. and the man.. we both know him.... Rolaine he's your dad's brother.. your uncle

I looked at her strangely 

Me: My uncle?

He can't be my uncle..  I pondered over the fact that the man who had tried to hurt my family was my uncle

Tracy: Uncle Bernie..

I gasped... that can't be uncle Bernie.. last time I saw him was when I was 9 years old.. he and my dad was smoking weed. I remember that day.

FLASH BACK

I was upstairs about to go downstairs to get some cookies but I overheard my dad and uncle talking. I stood upstairs where no one can see me and I eavesdropped 

Uncle Bernie: Montrel you gotta do what you gotta do. take out 3 of them and we won't have a problem with them anymore, we can move to California and start over

I thought to myself, ooh we're moving to Cali! I can't wait, I'm gonna be a model, daddy always told me that I should be a model. I went downstairs and they looked at me

Uncle Bernie: Hey baby girl

I ran to him and touched his beard and Afro while he gave me kisses on my cheek

Me: Hi Uncle Bernie!! Are we moving to Cali!! I wanna be a model

He looked at my dad

Daddy: Yeah baby but don't tell anyone, it's suppose to be a surprise ok?

I nodded my head

Me: OKay daddy I love you

He looked like a felt bad

Daddy: I love you to baby

END OF FLASHBACK


I looked on the ground realizing what he actually meant.. We weren't moving to Cali.. he was planning to kill us then move to Cali

Me: That bastard!

Tracy slapped my hand to notify me that I was still in church

Me: Sorry

Tracy: When your dad.. did the thing he was supposed to do years ago after what his brother told him to do. He left with his brother somewhere and that's when you found out your family was resting. you called the police, your dad came back to the house forgetting something and the police spotted him. he was arrested.

I was 16 when he did that.. why did he wait 7 years to do it

FLASHBACK 

There was a blanket on me, police cars, and an ambulance.. I was depressed I couldn't even talk I looked around everywhere.. then I spotted my dad walking then stopped when he saw police cars. I was a little bit happy when I saw my dad

Me: DADDY!

He looked at me and the police looked at him.. he ran, trying to get away from the police, the police were running after him and caught him, slamming him on the ground. I was scared

Me: LEAVE MY DADDY ALONE!!

I said crying and screaming. they put handcuffs on him and led him to the police car. I looked at him with my mouth opened. He looked at me, he looked deeply in my eyes and whispered " I love you" and was put in the cop car

END OF FLASHBACK

Tracy: your Uncle Bernie is trying to get you. The only reason they made your family rest is because they had gang problems and your family was involved when Bernie realized you weren't dead he was trying to find you and you know..

Me: They killed me already.. they took my family away from me. 

Tracy: I know baby.. But there's another thing

Me: Of course there is.. what is it

Tracy: Your dad is on death penalty, he has 4 months. He goes to Anderson County jail (fake)

Me: I'm never going to see that B(gco)

Tracy: This is still church!

Me: I'm sorry.. I'm never going to see him

Tracy: That's your choice.. but baby Bernie is coming for you, you have to leave it's for your own good. Here is $10,000 use it wisely go out of the state where he can't find you. Here's my number I love you so much and I pray to God to make you safe

I can't believe this I'm really going

Tracy: I'll take care of them now baby.. time is running out go now. I'll tell them what's going on

I was mad and sad I'm leaving another family. I appreciate Tracy for doing this for me, I hugged her and looked at Trevor, Shannel, junior, Michael, and Cameron then left, I went to my car and started to go to Maine. I stopped at the middle of the road thinking.. My dad is going to die. I need to forgive him. I closed my eyes and I imagined my mom

Mom: Hey baby

Me: Hi Mommy.. I miss you so much you don't even know

Mom: (smiled) I love you baby girl.. but you know what you have to do, you can't keep hate in your heart. Remember what I've taught you

My voice got raspy 

Me: Yes Mommy

Mommy & I: Love and forgive anyone even if you don't want to

My mom chuckles

Mom: I love you baby 

Me: I love you to mommy

She left and I opened my eyes, seeing cars honking at me. I made a U-turn and went straight to Anderson County jail


HI GUYS, SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T UPDATED BUT I HOPE YOU LIKE THIS PART OF THE STORY!!


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