I got home ran to my room and cried on My bed "I hate him!"I keep on saying in my head. I heard foot steps coming my way and the person turned me over. Speaking of the devil it was Trevor
Trevor: Baby..
Me: (yells) NO I'M NOT YOUR BABY WE'RE DONE I CANT BELIEVE YOU WOULD DO THAT TO ME RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME TO BE EXACT! EVERYTHING I'VE DONE FOR YOU LIKE TAKING CARE OF THOSE WONDERFUL KIDS AND YOU REPAY ME LIKE THIS I HATE YOU!
Trevor: Rolaine..
He tried to touch my arm
Me: don't you understand? I hate you I don't want anything to do with you. Why did u come back when you were in that coma?
Trevor: you don't mean that
Me: every single word! I mean it
I teared up I have to understand that these boys don't love you. it was just like this with daddy I hate him but I also love him
Trevor: Rolaine I'm sorry! Please forgive me I wasn't thinking
Me: YOU WEREN'T THINKING?? YOU KNOW DAMN WELL YOU WERE THINKING ... I wish you were dead
Trevor's POV
Damn.. I messed up big time . I wasn't thinking I swear I shouldn't of done that to her she's a good person all she been through . I'm a bad person now she wants me drop dead
Me:(tears up a bit) Baby I'm sorry I swear I won't ever do anything that makes you sad.. I love you
Rolaine: (looks me in the eye) That's funny because that was the same Shit my dad said but he torn my heart up and threw it away like it was a piece of trash (cries) if you love me you would've been thinking and not do that.
Shit.. that's deep I didn't know that
Trevor: (cries) I'm sorry baby I'm sorry
I grabbed her into a long hug
Me: I'm sorry plz forgive me
Rolaine:(cries) I don't think I can..
She pulled away from my hug and looked out the window then Michael came in worried
Michael: what did you do?
I looked at him then at Rolaine . She looked at my with that same look at the mall hate anger and depressed. She let out a loud sigh then looked to her right to see one of those razor blades then tried to reach for it
Trevor: Rolaine.. Stop
She looked at me still trying to reach it then she grabbed it and placed it on her skin
Me: STOP!
I ran to her fighting over the razor blade until Michael yelled for help. Gee ran up and got in trying to get the blade off her hand until blood was everywhere I looked at Rolaine's arm it was split open that Shit was terrifying
Trevor: oh ma...
She let out a sly laugh
I looked at Gee
Trevor: DONT STAND THERE CALL THE POLICE
GEE: THIS WAS YOHR FAULT! IF YOU HAD NOT DONE THAT SHE WOULDVE BEEN FINE!
I looked down to Rolaine. Its true this was my fault
