Chance On Me

Chapter Nineteen

Wesley Gray

"He left?" Soph asks, as we make our way down the school hallway. I nod, and Colby scoffs.

"That dick" he shakes his head, looping his arm in mine. "I'm sorry man. That's so messed up. I know it was your virginity and all, but even as wolves it's a big moment. It's our wolves connecting with their mate. It's huge. And usually after mates can't stand being separated"

"I got that" I murmured, remembering how the boys clung to me. How they still are.

"It's a big moment" Soph adds, and slips her hand into mine, lacing our fingers. She squeezes my hand. "Want to cuddle in bed and watch bad movies?"

"Can we do it at my house? I really don't wanna be at the pack house"

"Of course. Cole, you in?" Soph asks him, and he squeezes my arm.

"Of course. We need lots of snacks"

"I'll send Jase on a store run if you guys text me what snacks you want"

"Sounds good" they murmur, and then we're heading to class.

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I'm in between Sophia and Cole. I'm basically the big spoon to Sophia, and Colby's legs are over our lower body. He's leaning against the headboard, shoving some crackers into his mouth as we watch Friends. We changed our mind on what to watch, so we decided on this.

It's a Friday night, so I'm not surprised that we're up past midnight watching TV. No one seems in a rush to leave, they seem happy here comforting me.

My mind spirals a lot, but I've noticed some of my habits have faded. I'm still practicalar about things, but finding my voice has been easier. I don't always communicate to the best of my ability, but I try.

Sometimes I feel like my new friends, and my mates hear my words even when I don't say anything. It's a good feeling. To feel heard.

Mom and i havent really had alone time, I've been busy with new friends and having mates. But from the little I've heard from her she's happy for me. Happy to see me having friends, and a life.

I'm happy too. It's nice knowing I have people here for me, to support me. To hear me.

"I'm getting sleepy," Soph murmurs, sitting up. "I'm gonna head out, your mates are gonna want the bed" she gives me a smile, and i feel Colby getting up.

"Anything we can do before we leave?"

Like usual, I can't get the words out. But I climbed out of bed, and hugged them both tightly. They hug back instantly, and my heart warms.

They leave, and I clean up the snacks. The familiar fuzzy heat starts, making my head light my body on fire.

We haven't done anything since Troy isn't around, but the heat is strong. A whimper leaves my lips, and my head is so fuzzy that I didn't notice the boys come in.

"What's wrong love?" Zane asks, his arms wrapping around me from behind. His hands flatten against my stomach, edging just above my waist band.

He knows.

"Poor baby" Jase hums, pulling Zane and i to the bed.

"Should we call Troy..?" Zane asks, slipping his hands under my shirt and sliding it off.

"No" I whine, shifting on my feet. "Don't want him to touch me"

"What about watching?" Jase asks, slipping his fingers into my waistband. I think for a moment, then nod.