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{A worthy Sacrifice} (Part Thirty)

I layed in bed, and I felt happy on one side, but the other side, I missed Miles like crazy. I wish I could be with him. Right here, right now. I looked at the wall in front of me, and I felt the tears running down my face again. How come I felt so... So empty...? I wanted to say a lot of things, but nothing came to my mind. I sighed like I usually do, and closed my eyes. I held the pillow even tighter, and made my head clear. Okay. I've got this... Miles will be back in a little, and I would be in his arms again. I opened my eyes again, and looked at the boring wall. Again.

So, this time, I turned around. I saw that stupid door in front of me. Even more boring. I let out a frustrated scoff. God, I hated this. I held the pillow so tight until it would explode. It was a moment I wanted to save Miles so bad, I would give my SpiderSky identity up so bad... And I would do it. For him. I turned around for the tenth's time. I heard someone entering the room. "hey, Autumn." It was the recognizable voice of Gwen Stacy. I sat up in bed, looking at her. She was sitting on the edge of the bed. "You feelin' okay?" She asked me. I nodded my head, not having energy to talk with anyone. I felt so drained. Gwen smiled sadly, and placed a hand on my arm. "You can always come to me, if you need it, okay?" I gave her a soft nod again. I started crying again. "I-i..." gwen wrapped her arms around me. "hey, it's okay... C'mere." We would hug again, and I cried in her shoulder. "It's okay. Shhh... Miles sacrificed himself for you. Because you're his everything. And he'll come back. I guarrantee you. Miles will wrap his arms around you, and say: "autumn, I love you."

I couldn't stop crying at this point. I felt so incriminated. So empty, but also like there's a lot of pressure trying to press me down the ground. I cried into Gwen's shoulder like a waterfountain. She would carress my hair and sooth me. She pulled away a little to stare into my eyes. "it's okay. He's going to be okay. I swear to you." I wiped my tears away. I nodded.

Miles 1610 and Peni were standing at the doorway. "we'll kill that villain." Miles claimed. I looked up, my teary eyes staring at them. I nodded and smiled softly. "R-right..." Miles and Peni sat next to me and Gwen. Miles putted a hand on my back, and stroked it. "Miles is there, deep inside I can feel him." I smiled through my tears. Peni wiped away some tears with her hands. "You're so cute, Autumn!" She mentioned. I couldn't help but chuckle at her compliment. "T-thanks." We all sat there on the bed. "I will find Miles. I promise to you, Autumn."

Miles stared at me, grabbing my chin. "I won't lose another loved one." I thought about the story of Y/N. How she fell in love with both of the Miles' and then gave up her life for the others. I felt so bad for Miles 1610. But that's fate. That's how it is.

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-author's note: I'm so sorry that this is so short. I have to study and my parents orginally gave me a probihition on Wattpad. {Yes...ONLY BECAUSE I WROTE A LITTE SMUT PART ONCE}