The night in December | Mikhaiah

special someone

wala na pinindot na'ko ni embarrassment, are you trying to seduce me ma'am Aiah? charot

"look ma'am Aiah, ayaw ko naman po mag mukang katulong niyo pag dating sa dinner date" I chuckled and she smiled at me

"cut that ma'am, Lim" she said and I just nodded

after a few minutes dumating na yung order namin and it's very awkward kase we're both silent

"so Lim, do you have any special someone? like bf/gf" she said and nabulunan ako then she offered water sa'kin

"actually Aiah meron po akong hinahangaan, ang bilis nga po ng panahon naging inspiration ko siya dahil sa araw araw ko siyang nakikita and I can see na pasok siya sa standards ko pero I don't know if I have a chance to be with her" I said and she just looked at me and ate her dinner

"oh it's a she? tell me more about that girl" she smiled at me and I chuckled

"she's so perfect, lahat meron sakaniya na para bang wala kang makikitang mali sakaniya, she's good at comforting, she's mabait and also caring" I said and finished my food

she just looked at me and smiled, natutunaw ako Aiah kalma please, panindigan mo 'tong kilig ko

"what about you Aiah? may special someone ka na po ba?" I said and her facial expression changed

"hmm actually wala, yung special someone ko left me dumbfounded" she said and wiped her lips

'di ko alam anong mararamdaman ko, tanungin ko kaya ulit? wag nalang pala baka umiyak 'to, ito ba yung reason bakit nasa bar ka the other night? hayst kawawa naman baby ko

"oh let's not talk about it nalang, wanna hangout sa fav place ko? I'm sure mawawala lungkot mo dun" biglang naging masaya facial expression niya nung sinabi ko yun and agad naman kaming pumunta sa isang building where my fav place at

pumunta kami sa rooftop and ang ganda ng view like sobrang ganda, you can see the whole city, there's a bench and we sat there and I looked at her, she's doing inhale and exhale job

we went silent for a bit kasi binigyan ko siya ng oras para mag relax muna and when I looked at her again I saw tears coming out of her eyes, I hugged her agad agad, grabing da moves 'yan Mikha Lim

"everything will be fine Aiah, just enjoy the moment, you can come here any time actually tinatago ko nga 'tong place na 'to kase ayoko sa crowded place 'di kase ako makapag relax" I broke the hug and wiped her tears and she laughed

"ang ganda ganda ng place na 'to tapos ginagate keep mo lang" hinampas niya 'ko pagkasabi niya

sakit nun ahh, pero okay lang kase you're the only exception, I hate seeing you like this, ako nahihirapan kase tuwing photoshoot natin palagi kang masaya, you're always smiling but deep inside may tinatago ka palang kalungkutan

how I wish I'll be there to comfort you everytime you need someone, pwede bang si joy muna pumindot sa'yo kawawa na eyes ng baby ko na 'yan

after how many hours nagpahatid na siya sa bahay nila kase it's getting late na and kelangan niya na din magpahinga kase she really cried kanina, ang bigat bigat siguro ng nararamdaman niya, how can no one understands her

when we arrived at her house, I opened the car door for her and waited for her to go inside, I just wanna make sure that she's safe, baka mamaya may dumukot sakaniya kawawa naman ako, she stopped infront of their door and went to hug me

"thank you for understanding my feelings Lim, I appreciate it, I hope we can be friends for a long time, you're the only person who understands me and validating my emotions" she said and I hugged back and pat her head as she broke the hug and went inside her house

MIKHA LIM TIKLOP KAY AIAH ARCETA, I watched her go inside her house, wiping her tears, and when she's inside her house I drove the car pauwi ng condo ko, I parked my car and went to my unit, I went to take a shower do my skin care routine, dry my hair and went back to bed

I can't forget what happened kanina, she really breakdown, and it means that she's faking her joy to make somebody else happy, shonga kase yung special someone niya eh kung ako 'yan 'di kita gaganiyanin

Aiah's POV

when I went inside my house I looked at the window again para tignan si Mikha, her special someone is really lucky to have her in her life, my eyes hurt so much kase I really cried kanina infront of her, well that was embarrassing Aiah you're lucky kase she understands you unlike Jeremy....

Jeremy's my ex, he's the reason why I am being like this right now, little did Mikha know that my ex is her boss, we didn't broke up actually, nawalan lang siya ng time sa'kin and ignored me for months I don't know kung sa'n ako nag kulang

after how many months na wala siyang update sa'kin her mom texted me and told me na na aksidente siya and he lost some of his memories at isa na'ko dun, I tried to let him remember me pero wala din, I came back to my senses na pag pinilit ko siya alalahanin niya'ko gagawin niya parin yung ginagawa niya sa'kin before

he doesn't even know how to validate my feelings, lagi kaming nag aaway because when I opened my feelings on him magagalit siya sa'kin na parang kasalanan ko why I am overthinking, he really have a lot of girls but I didn't even mind to break up with him, dumb Aiah, if you really do that before then you're not suffering now

after my breakdown I cleaned myself and went back to bed as if like nothing happened, I hate you Jeremy for being like this