When I got home my mom still wasn't home. I was thinking about Conner. Why would he ever talk to me? Ugh I'm a loser I bet he'll leave me? Ugh Joellyn! Even my mind is a dick to me!
I pushed away the thoughts and went to my room to take a shower. That's when the sad part happens. I got in there I took out my extension chip ins and I took my contact out. I said contact because I have "Heterochromia iridium" (that's when someone as two different colored eyes) I have a bright blue one and hazel one. It's weird how I try my hardest to fit in... But I just get pushed out...
I went into the hot shower thinking about everything. Then I look down and see the make up on my arms are washing off. The scars. I have to cover then because if I don't I'll get bullied even more. I shake the thought out of my head and finished with my shower.
After my shower I dry off and change into black leggings and a big t-shirt with white shocks. I let my short hair dry off a little and then put it into a bun.
It's Friday night so I just stay up watching "Oranges is the New Black"! But I'm almost over with it! *tear* but it's okay because Ruby Rose is 😍.
I was about to get up and put my face wash on because I do have a little bit of acne. But then my phone started ringing. It was an unknown number but knowing me I answered it, even if it was an axe murder! ^.^
"hello?" I said waiting for a reply.
"Hey! Is this Jo?" And with that I knew who it was.
"Yes Conner, it is!" I said
"WOW! How did you know it was meeeee!?!!" He said carrying the e's!
"Haha. Because I don't no anyone else! And you're really friendly so it's easy to know its you!" I said with a laugh.
"You're a smart girl!" He said
"Wait! How did you get my number" I said curiously
"Oh... About that... Hah I asked the people who work at the animal shelter! You know, because we are besties!" He said.
"Oh okay! Haha well you called?!" I said
"Oh yeah I was wondering if you wanted to hang out tomorrow! A lot of my friends are coming here and we all want to go to the beach. So I'm inviting you!" He said very excitedly.
"Well idk..." I said. I was so nervous! I've never had been involved with stuff like this!
"Come on Jo!! It'll be fun! And everyone is so nice!" He said begging
"I guess! Why not" I said. Shit what? Joellyn why? Ugh you dumbass!!
" Okay amazing! I'll pick you up tomorrow around 9? Okay just text me your address" he said.
"Okay bye Conner!" I said and with that I hung up!
I got up and jumped around! Yes I have friends!!! So I went to my computer and went to YouTube to find a good song to dance around with! Then 'don't wait' by Joey Graceffa came on!!
Well... Let's just say I love YouTubers! My main is Tyler Oakley! 👌🏻 he's bae!
An hour passed with my dancing and singing around! Haha but it was late so I turned the lights off and got into bed. I like background noise so I put a lame scary movie on Netflix and fell asleep.
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I'm just going to wait till people really read this... Because what if I write it and no one reads it! 😂 awkward!!!!!
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Fiksi PenggemarThis is about a girl who is stuck in life. At home, she just has her mirrors and depressing thoughts to herself. The thing is she doesn't like how she looks, and she's scared she never will. She is alone, unloved, and useless to this world! But, wha...
