Love Or Lie....?

Part 16

Y/n's pov//
I mentally woke up feeling comfortable warmth around me, with my eyes closed I snuggled in thinking it's my teddy but I flinched as I felt someone's arm around me getting tighten. Opening eyes I looked up only to find taehyung. I was about to pull away when he stopped me, his one hand was gently rubbing my back and another was around my waist keeping me close to him.

"Stay like this.." he said in his sleepy tone.
"I missed you so much.." he yawned
"Taehyung I need to get up now"
"Please a little more, I want to cuddle" he requested like a little baby locking me in his arms as he won't let me go anywhere and was kissing my cheek. My heart was racing inside the rib. This closeness isn't good for me, I feel weak when he's close to me.
"Y/n you have to finish this.." I reminded myself once again of my goal which my mind tends to forget when taehyung is near.
Taking a moment my hands reached to his chest and pushed him away from me.

"What!?" He said in a annoyed tone opening his eyes.
"It's so uncomfortable when you sleep like this hugging me" I said, this is never true I really feel good when he keeps me in his embrace, it's warm, comfortable. I can stay in his embrace for life time.

"But I thought you like it when I hug you" he rose up and sat on the bed.
"I don't... I don't like so please stop being clingy." My heart was aching from uttering these words still I continued
"Last two weeks I really enjoyed without you. You're just a headache man" he listened to every word silently
"I'm leaving then, enjoy. I will keep it mind that my touch makes you uncomfortable." He was mad but his voice didn't rise at me. He left slamming the door behind him making me regret every word I said.

"Breaking you was necessary to keep me strong. Your presence isn't good for me taehyung, I don't know why but you make me weak, I forget every single thing I'm supposed to do looking at your eyes." I clenched my fist as my heart was in pain. I asked jen to send my breakfast in room as I don't want to face taehyung after the hurtful words I said to him.

Staying in my room whole day I did digging on taehyung's business partners. All of them is owner of big brands and do supply their products overseas and also brings products from overseas. I wrote down their personal information for further inquiry.

"Have to look inside their factories." I mumbled.
I stretched my body releasing tiredness.
"I'm hungry now" I looked at my phone screen it was already around 2am. I didn't realize how time passed so fast. My dinner was on the table beside the bed which Jen left long ago. I decided to go downstairs and heat up the food, grabbing the tray I headed to kitchen.
Putting my food in the oven I was waiting when I heard noise coming from living room. Taking out my food, I went to check, It was taehyung stumbling while walking, hardly managing to stand still. His half buttoned shirt, coat hanging on his left arm, messy hair and red eyes were saying he's drunk. I never saw him this drunk before.

"Taehyung.." I grabbed him giving him support from falling, taking his coat I threw it on the couch.
"You ok..?" I asked, his expression turned to stern looking at me.
"You care?" Saying this in drunk tone he removed my hand from him.
"Taehyung..you will fall"
"You don't have to worry...."
"Taehyung we will talk once you're sober, let me take you to your room"
"No don't touch me, I'm a headache right?? What are you doing with a headache...leave"
"Tae__" he cut my sentence short
"LEAVE"
"Taehyung please" I warped my arm around his waist and put his right hand around my shoulder before taking him to his room.
"Leave me alone.." he mumbled in a sleepy tone as alcohol was taking over him.

I made him lay on the bed, holding my hand he pulled me on him. My body heat was raising, heart was throbbing.
Changing position he hovered over me.

"What are you doing.." I said not loud than a whisper. He was looking at me like he can see through me.

"You make me feel miserable Moon." His words were laced with sadness. His one hand was caressing my face while another was giving him support so that he don't crash me.
"I tried every way possible to be loved by you but why I get distance every time?" He questioned
"Am I this hard to love Moon? I am a human too Moon and it hurts. Do I deserve this?" He added.