I often ponder how I was as a partner in our relationship. I'm not that arrogant to realize that I too had my faults. But was I really awful? I always only wanted the best for Sam. Sometimes I think I was too hard on him. Had too much expectations. But is just not wanting to argue everyday a high expectation? He'd say I'd always get in his head when he does something...I like to think that's just him finally having a conscience. I remember when he rushed to me with so much excitement when he realized that he doesn't want to sleep with any other woman other than me. And honestly, isn't that just the bare minimum. Although flattered and proud of his development, I felt sad. I tell myself we were so different. And we were. I would hate it when he'd go on about baseball and he'd drool whenever I'd reference my favourite literature. However, I do recall when he read "War and Peace" for me so he can impress my ex when we arranged dinner with them. So he wouldn't feel less than. Now thinking about it, did he just read that for himself? Anyways, I found that really sweet. See. This is what I mean. Bigfoot. Sam Malone you make my heard hurt, even after all these years.
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In Retrospect, My Love
Storie d'amoreSam "Mayday" Malone's world turned upside down once he met Diane Chambers. They gave it their best shot, got engaged thrice but never tied the knot; coming to the conclusion that there were just not meant to be. Now old in age, it's been 15 years s...
