Friends won't love me like you // Tronnor fanfic

11.

Troye.

I accidentally touched Connor's hands and I could tell his hands were sweating and he got nervous.. what did I read on tumblr that said something about it.. I shook my thoughts off once again and remembered that he is STRAIGHT and he might see me just as a friend.

"No no it's okay!" Connor said and smiled while blushing.
"Okay.. I just found it a bit awkward and yeh.. y'know.. it was an accident-" I said nervously looking down at my hand.
"cough cough.." Kian said behind us which scared both of us.
"Jesus!" I said and jumped scared.
"No.. I'm Kian.. But hey! Nice to see you, man.." Kian said and laughed.
"Oh yeah yeah.. Same goes to you, Kian!" I smiled back.
"Troye is here!" Kian yelled which made Ricky and Jc stop playing.
"Welcome to the o2l house, Troye Sivan.." Ricky said and hugged me.
"Thanks.. I feel like home.." I smiled and hugged him back.
"And I'm jc.." Jc said and hugged me.
"Welcome to our casa, man!" Jc said and stopped hugging me.
"My casa is your casa.." Connor said and then everyone laughed.
"You taught him Spanish?" I asked Jc and he laughed.
"The only thing Kian can say is pinche pendejo.." Jc laughed and Kian rolled his eyes.
"Do you want to get some sleep, Troye Bo.. Troye.." Connor said and looked down blushing.
"I'm a bit jetlagged.." I yawned and faked being sleepy.
"Want.. Want me to take your stuff?" Connor said and grabbed my luggage.
"Sure.. Thanks, Con.." I smiled and waved goodbye to the boys.
"Goodnight, Troye!" The boys yelled and went back to playing.

Connor.

Whenever the boys caught me staring at Troye for so long or when I almost said his nickname they kept staring at me and Ricky raised his eyebrows every time I blushed or Troye blushed it's like if he knew something. I shook that off and walked to the stairs with Troye's luggage and got to my room and put the luggage down. Troye was staring at me confused and he kept looking down at his hand.. Why is he so nervous now? He never acted like this with me.

"Ummm.. Where is the guest room?" He laughed nervously.
"There's no guest room.. Sorry, Troye I just didn't want to tell you because then you would want to stay in a hotel and waste your money just because you came and visited us and I really want to spend more time without you.." I said and looked down hoping for a reaction but he just stood there.
"If you want to leave then it's fine.. It'll be uncomfortable sleeping in the same bed but that's why I can go to the living room.." I continued and he chuckled.
"Why would I leave? I came here to spend time with MY BEST FRIEND! Don't be such an idiot.. You can sleep over here.." He said and threw himself on my bed like a 5 year old.
"I swear sometimes you act like you are 5.." I rolled my eyes and he just chuckled.
"Shut up, grumpy man now come here and let's check tumblr together.. Can you hand me the laptop, Con?" He said and stretched his arm out.
"Okay okay, Tumblr and Nutella enthusiast.." I handed his laptop and got mine and lay down next to Troye.
"This is funny.." Troye giggled and showed me a funny video and I rolled my eyes.
"Yes.. You are 5.." I sighed and he giggled again.
"But I'm your 5 year old.." He mumbled.
"What?" I said looking at him.
"Nothing.." He sighed and kept scrolling.

-

We were like that for a few hours until it was 11:00pm and Troye closed his eyes without shutting his laptop. I decided to not wake him up and just put his laptop on the floor but when I did Troye scooted himself closer to me and his hands were now holding me closer to him. This felt right but it was wrong. But that's what friends do right? Friends sleep in the same bed.. Friends treat each other like we do.. Friends.