Friends won't love me like you // Tronnor fanfic

18.

Troye.

"Oh fuck it.. I love you too.." He mumbled.
"What?!" I yelled and he shrugged.
"Uh.. I said that.. I love LANY!" He yelled and I nodded.
"Yeah.. I guess.." I sighed and took another sip of the drink I had in my hand.
"Troye.. I think you are drinking too much.." He yelled and looked at me.
"I don't care.." I finished my drink and Connor sighed.

-

The show was over and I felt so tipsy. I felt that was about to faint by just walking. Felt like shit. I didn't even know why I kept drinking and drinking it was like if I wanted to forget something but my lips felt something.. my lips felt something.. I touched them and I swear I felt something.. My lips tasted like coffee.. coffee.

"Did you enjoy the show?" Connor asked while walking out of the place.
"I guess.. My head just.. Hurts.." I said and he nodded.
"oh MY GOD LOOK THERE IS LANY MERCH!" I screamed and went over to the place.
"Troye.. Be careful.." I said running over to him.
"I just drank a lil.. Nothing bad.." I said and he chuckled.
"A lil? Troye you kept getting shots.." He said and I looked at him wide eyed.
"Whatever.." I rolled my eyes and kept holding the sides of the wall so I wouldn't fall.
"Whatever.." He said and chuckled.
"You need some help don't you.. Here.. Stay and I'll get you a shirt.." He grinned.
"But I don't have money.." I pouted and he smiled.
"I do.." He said and I told him a million times not to waste his money on me.
"It's not wasting my money.. the show was a thank you but the shirt is something you can wear to.. remember me.." He said while blushing.
"Remember you?" I asked now holding Connor's shoulders.
"Yeah.. Y'know.. You live in Australia.. I live here.." He said and looked at me deep into my eyes.
"It's like a way to remember me since LANY is like our thing.." He continued and I grinned.
"Okay, Con.. Thank you.." I hugged him tight.
"You are welcome, Troye Boy.." He chuckled and stopped hugging me.
"Stay here.. I don't want drunk Troye Boy to fall.." He chuckled and left to the merch table.

Even if I can't remember what happened while we were watching the show and singing along.. I will cherish this moment and I cherish Connor. I took my phone out and went straight to Twitter. Tweeted something and put my phone away. Even if I was drunk I knew what I was doing.

Connor.

While I was walking to the merch table my phone beeped.

@troyesivan: @thisisLANY you guys absolutely killed it tonight. Proud of you and I don't even know you! ✨💕

I smiled and favorited that tweet. There were a few people at the merch table so I got my phone out and tweeted something too.

Troye.

My phone beeped and I got it out of my pocket and I checked what it was.

@ConnorFranta: oh, my heart hurts so good i love you, baby - so bad, so bad

I favorited that tweet and grinned. It might not be towards me but Connor is so in love and that guy is sooo lucky.

Tyler.

I was alone in my apartment scrolling through Twitter when I see Troye tweet about LANY's show in L.A and then seconds after Connor tweeting ILYSB lyrics.. I cannot lie I felt like my heart was stabbed my a million of knives. I felt jealous. I wanted Troye for me not for Connor.

Connor. (lol sorry for the changes of POV)

"Here you go.." I said handing Troye the shirt and he grinned.
"Thank you once again, Con.." He smiled and put the shirt on.
"You look.. amazing.." I said grinning.
"Thanks.." He smiled and his cheeks turned a shade of pink.
"Let's go now.. It's.." I checked my phone.
"10.." I said and walked to the exit with Troye.

-

We got to the o2l house and the boys were there.. I was scared they were going to question where were we.. But, they didn't. Ricky raised an eyebrow and Kian and Alexa just smiled looking at us.. It's like if they knew something that I don't.

"I'm pretty exhausted so goodnight, guys.." Troye said, waved goodbye and went upstairs.
"How was the concert?" Ricky asked and everyone stared at me.
"Umm.. Yeah.. I'm exhausted too.. Bye.." I said, ran upstairs and went to my room.

When I got to my room I heard Troye singing and I grinned. That song did meant something to him..

"I feel like shit.." He said and lay down in the bed.
"That what happens when you drink.." I said and he rolled his eyes.
"I still feel so tipsy ughhhh.." He groaned and I chuckled.
"Well.. Night, Tro.." I said and got a pillow.
"Where.. Where are you going?.." He asked and pouted.
"To the living room.." I said and he pouted again.
"Stay.. Stay.. With me.." He said and looked at me.
"What?" I looked at him wide eyed.
"Stay with me.." He said again.
"Umm.. Troye.." I said and he pouted once again.
"Pleaseeeeeee.." He pleaded and I gave up.
"Okay.." I said turning the light off and got in the bed.
"Come closer.." He said whispering.
"Uhh.." I said sounding hesitant but before I could say anything Troye held me close to him.
"Goodnight, Con.." He whispered and closed his eyes.
"Goodnight, Tro.." I said and closed my eyes.

Friends just sleep in another bed,
And friends don't treat me like you do. Well I know that there's a limit to everything, But my friends won't love me like you. No, my friends won't love me like you.