Friends won't love me like you // Tronnor fanfic

19.

Connor.

It was about 12:00am and Troye kept moving trying to make himself comfortable. He kept moving closer to me until his head was resting in my chest. He ended up tangling our feet together.

"I can't sleep, Con.." He whispered.
"Me neither.. You kept moving and woke me up.." I chuckled.
"At least I'm not tipsy anymore.." He got closer to my lips.
"Troye.." I said holding his cheeks.
"Mhmm.." He looked at me.
"How did that break up happened? When I called you in New Years Eve and you just sounded like an emotional wreck.." I told him and he shrugged.
"You will see in my music.. I put my heart and soul in it.. It will tell you everything.." He whispered and looked at me.
"Can I at least know the name of the song?" I asked and he nodded.
"Gasoline.." He said and I gasped.
"Wasn't that the song you needed help with?" I asked and he chuckled.
"Yeah but now it's done.." He grinned.
"You need to show me the song.." I said and he got closer to me.
"Patience, Connie.." He said and I chuckled.
"Connie?" I looked at him confused.
"Connie Frannie.." He whispered and I closed my eyes.
"I like it.." I whispered and he chuckled.
"Thank you again for dealing with my skype call when.. that happened.." He grinned.
"You are welcome.. Anything for you.." I closed my eyes again.
"Goodnight, Con.." He said and closed his eyes.
"Goodnight, Tro.." I whispered and snuggled closer to him.

-

It was about 12:00pm when I heard someone opening the door of my room. I looked to see who it was and I immediately moved away from Troye even if we were literally tangled together.

"Troye we are going to Panera Bread so.." Alexa looked at me and Troye.
"Oh shit.. I'm sorry!" She closed the door and covered her eyes.
"W-what?" Troye said waking up.
"W-why did you move away from me?" He said in a cute voice.
"I'm cold now.." He pouted.
"I think I need to go.." I started but he cut me off.
"Random meeting at..." He said checking his phone.
"12:00pm.. Okay go ahead.." He looked down.
"Troye.." I sat in the bed.
"Just go.." He said sounding upset.
"But.." I said and he cut me off.
"Just go!" He yelled and I left.

Troye.

And once again I was alone.. He left me because we were cuddling and didn't want anything to happen between us. My lips still felt something and tasted like coffee.. coffee.. I kissed Connor last night.

"WAIT CONNOR!" I yelled outside and he looked at me.
"Do you remember anything that happened last night?" I asked and he looked down.
"Besides drunk Troye? I bought you a LANY shirt that you are wearing.. I still don't know why you kept getting shots.." He said and now I remembered why.
"Do you.. Do you.. Remember anything else?" I asked and he got nervous.
"You just told me.. Forget it.." He started but stopped.
"Tell me.." I said and he sighed.
"I think you will remember.." He said opening the door of his car.
"Wait.. What does that mean?" I yelled but he was already gone.

Tyler.

I heard my door ring and I prayed to God that it wasn't Troye. It was Connor.. Great.

"Tyler.." He said and I lead him to my living room.
"What happened?" I sat down and he looked at me.
"I kissed Troye.." He gulped and I sighed.

He did what? That fucking bitch.. Oh wait.. He is my 'best friend'.. I might sound like a hypocrite right now but HE KISSED TROYE.

"Wait wait wait whAT?!" I yelled and he looked at me scared.
"It was just the moment.. I guess but.. I liked it.." He said and grinned.
"Oh.." It was the only thing I could say.
"Oh?" He asked and looked at me.
"How did it happen?" I looked at Connor with.. hate in my eyes.
"It was.. It was.. Just the moment.. Troye and I were singing along to ILYSB by LANY at the concert and I.. I.. He.. He kept getting closer.. And I did too.. I just kissed him.. He.. He.. Said he loved me.. I.. I.. Said I loved him too.. Tyler.. He was drunk.. But.. But.. I.. I felt like he meant it.. Then.. Then.. When we got to the o2l house.. He.. He.." He stuttered and I interrupted him.
"You guys fucked.." I looked at him even angrier.
"No.. What the.. Tyler.. He asked me to join him in the bed like you know.." He gulped again.
"You guys fucked.." I said again.
"No! We.. Cuddled.. Like.. His head was resting in my chest and I just felt.. I felt.. Things, Tyler.. Things that I didn't feel with any girl and.. I'm scared.." He sighed.
"Okay you kissed him and you cuddled? No big deal if it didn't mean anything to you.." I said and he looked down.
"Tyler.. You are missing the part were I said that I FELT THINGS.." He sighed once again.
"What kind of things?" I rolled my eyes and sounded annoyed.
"When I kissed him.. I felt.. I felt.. Sparks and butterflies.. When we cuddled I felt like if I was in home.. I feel so safe around him.. Tyler, I really do love him.. This is not just a crush.." He covered his face with his hands.

Troye.

I knew were Connor was going so I decided to follow him. I know I know what a bitch I am being but I need to find out why every time I scare Connor away. I arrived to the place and the door was slightly open so I entered when I heard..

"I'm in love with Troye, Tyler.. And I'm so so scared.. I can't say that I don't like these feeling because I do.." Someone said and I gasped.

Connor?