Fractured Vows✔️

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Jungkook rolled his finger around the glass. He had been drinking alot, he usually didn't drink much but today he couldn't stop having more.

"It suffocates her to share time with me but it doesn't with other men." He scoffed drinking the wine."But I promise you, not matter what I won't divorce you, we are burning in this together."

"This is getting bad." Mingyu shook his head as Jungkook put his head on the counter. He clicked his picture and sent it to Sarah.

"She only wants me when she fears I will go to some other woman. I am not like her, I won't go. I don't even find anyone attractive." He murmered puckering his lips. He was very vulnerable at the moment."I worked each day, just so I could deserve her and she doesn't even acknowledge that." He sniffed."Fuck you for not loving me the way I did." He closed his eyes.

"Thanks for taking care of him while I was reaching." Sarah smiled to Mingyu who just nodded and went away leaving them alone. "Jungkook, get up." Sarah shook his body."You are heavy, I can't carry you, you will atleast have to walk to the car." Sarah said ruffling his hair.

"Get lost." He hid his face and she sighed.

"Really?" She raised her eyebrows and he held her hand hugging it while tears fell of his eyes.

"No." He said like a kid who had deviated from his parents in an amusement park and needed help.

Sarah sat down and gently caressed his hair, she gasped when he fell down and put his head on her lap.

"Jungkook."

"I am okay." He said hugging her leg."I would like you to believe that."

"I know you are not." Sarah couldn't see him like this.

"But you don't care about that. You came to me after meeting him didn't you?" He looked at her.

"Not in a way you are thinking." Sarah replied.

"So you did meet him. For a second I hoped you didn't." He scoffed and sniffed."You are leaving me for him? I won't divorce you, you will be my wife until I die. Then I won't be able to do anything and you can marry anyone against my will." He blabbered.

"Oh shut up." Sarah was disgusted by the idea.

"Will you kill me to marry him? Tell me? You want him that bad?" He asked holding her hand.

"You are drunk so you are forgiven." Sarah looked away.

"Why don't you want me that bad?" He lied on her lap again as he cried.

"You don't want me too. I don't think you love me, you are just holding onto our nice memories, Jungkook. You will never be able to move on from what I did." Sarah said with a heavy heart.

"That's not true. I never thought I could leave you. And it's not the memories I am holding onto, it's you. I can't stop doing that ever. I will keep chasing you because I have no other choice I want to choose other than you. I don't know about you but I never stopped loving you, I may have grown distant because I loved our daughter too. I wanted to punish myself so one day I would turn weak enough and finally be able to forgive you but you are already in pain and I don't want to add on that. I want to forgive you." He looked at her, shivering."I have never felt this weak and vulnerable ever. If you leave me today, my heart will cut open itself and come out of me and I will die miserably." He held her hand tightly."I don't want to die, not before loving you enough."

"Jungkook stop." Sarah was crying."My heart is already heavy. I can't bear the burden of your love."

"My love for you is not a burden. Not to me and it shouldn't be on you as well. Don't say that again." He was hurt. She yelped when he pulled her down on his lap."Feel it down your core." He kissed her holding her firmly so she won't leave.

She hugged him, kissing him back. He kissed her neck and she closed her eyes and he lied her on the floor.

"Stop right now, you are not going to like what you will do to me tomorrow and I won't be able to see that." She cupped his face.

"Tell me that we are fine and I won't be upset." He kissed her hand on his cheek.

"But I will not be fine. I will have to clean your after-sex mess and I am too tired and single for that." Mingyu said standing behind them.

So they left the place and undressed in the car. Jungkook kissed his wife before he pushed her down the seat reaching his way to her panties with his hand.

"It's been a while." She told him.

"I know, I fear I might just die with the feeling of feeling you again." He gave her a short kiss.

"You can't leave me even if you want after this." Sarah said.

"Leaving you was never an option for me." He held her ring finger."It clearly says you are mine for life. I will make that happen."

He put his head on hers and bucked his hips against her. He wanted to see her for every second they were this close.

He came inside her and fell on her, with his arms around her waist and head in her neck.

"Jungkook, I love you so much you would never get it." She said as her fingers disappeared in his hair.

The next day Sarah woke up with a noise. Jungkook was being clumsy today, he had mixed feelings about the last night. He was awkward and he felt free at the same time.

Sarah walked to him and he looked at her, she looked at the kitchen and he had made it dirty with his confused and distracted mind.

"Go sit down, I will make it." Sarah said making a bun.

"No, it's fine. I am sorry I woke you up, you can sleep." He said like a stranger.

She walked behind the counter and held the pan in his hand and he moved back.

"I am not your crush Jungkook. It was fine last night, with me atleast. I am not in chaos. We are married." She said calmly.

"I am not in chaos because of that. Last night felt like a dream but it was too real but so dreamy and nice at the same time." He looked at her with love. She softly smiled sparing him a glance."It's just, it feels nice to have the air around us so light but it seems foreign, but it's new and magical. I like it." He expressed.

"Here." She lifted the plate to him."You must be hungry."

"Right." He nodded, she turned around to leave when he stopped her."Could you please get dressed nice tonight? I want to take you out." He asked.

"Which colour?" She tilted her head.

"Everything suits on you in my eyes." He smiled."I would like to see you in white tonight though."