Fractured Vows✔️

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Jungkook kissed his wife roughly as he took her inside their room. He had just returned from work and found her wearing an elegant white nightgown and he wanted her.

They were on the bed making out when Sarah pulled out of the kiss.

"I thought about this and I want a baby." She smiled.

"Then that's what we are making." He removed his shirt. She giggled as he kissed her neck.

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Sarah was fixing her almirah when she groaned holding her womb, she felt a sharp pain. She looked down and her legs were drenched in blood.

She fell on the floor, she didn't even know if she was pregnant, she had irregular periods.

She miscarried and she couldn't move, she sat there in silence. The whole carpet was drenched in her blood and clots.

When Jungkook came back home he found his wife in the closet.

"Sarah." Jungkook crouched down and Sarah looked at him, a tear fell from her eyes, he cupped her face."Let me take you to the hospital."

"No, there is no reason for doing that now." She told him as she snuggled more close to his hand and closed her eyes.

"You were pregnant." The words came out with a tone of loss and realization.

"I didn't know that." She whispered. He kissed her head.

"We will be okay." He told her.

Jungkook couldn't see her like this, he only wanted her to smile and laugh when she was with him.

Sarah lied on the bed with a heavy heart while Jungkook cleaned everything with difficulty. The situation was disturbing.

And it happened again, except this time Sarah fainted and had to go to the hospital. She was weak.

"Just one child. I promise I will be the best father and she will be the perfect mom. Just let us not fall apart with these disturbing events." Jungkook begged to God."Please give us a chance. We will be grateful forever." He urged and maybe God heard him and this time Sarah didn't miscarry.

She did have an early delivery but she survived the struggle.

"You don't even know what I have lost all along to hold you one day." Sarah kissed her daughter."Thanks for choosing me to be your mom." She kissed her.

"Smile." Jungkook told her holding a camera."I want to capture every moment we will spend now. Should I do a video diary for her?" Jungkook asked thinking.

"Nice idea. Soo-min, you like it?"

"Nice name." Jungkook smiled.

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Maybe losing all her babies made Sarah numb and more accepting of the situation than it originally was.

It was as if she had sensed this nightmare before and it happened.

She was so fearful during her whole pregnancy, thinking she might miscarry again but she delivered and even after taking extensive care of her daughter, she made a mistake and lost her.

Those miscarriages weren't her fault but her daughter's death was. She chose Sarah to be her mom and Sarah still got careless.

Sarah was watching a documentary with Mr. Jeon. It was about a struggling mother and when Mr. Jeon sensed it, he attempted to change it but Sarah interrupted.