"Gᵢᵥᵢₙg ᵢₜ ₘy ₐₗₗ"

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Sometimes I wonder if what I do is right, 
Spending my time over paper, I write and I write, 
Never having enough to put out into the world, 
Always finding excuses, my mind swirls and swirls, 
"Maybe tomorrow" I sigh, as the cycle repeats, 
With a whole load of people waiting for me, 
How close is soon, when soon is too far? 
How do they do it, my friends and their talents, as I watch from afar, 
They can sing, they can draw, everything that I want to be able to be, 
Spending time uselessly, wanting someone to see, 
That I'm trying, I want to, why can't you see? 
I'm more than you think, do you really even know me?  
The way that I want someone to just even talk, 
So maybe I won't feel so bad when I'm alone when I walk, 
Listening to each tune, with each lyric a new thought, 
"Do it, Enanan, they're waiting for you" 
I push my thoughts as I create something new, 
With all of this support, I can only thank you all, 
I promise, I'm trying, I'll give it all I've got. 


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