12- SO I WRITE THIS POEM

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AKANSHA'S POV

FUCK.

i want to believe him, more than anything in the world right now, but my mind does not agree with my heart, the conflict going on in between the heart and mind is something i didn't want to happen.

but here i am, in between logic and love.

i quickly went inside my house, without looking back. no one is home at this time of day usually so, i had no one to face.

i was climbing the stairs when Manju aunty, our house help, asked," aap is time ghar pr, kuch khane ka lau?"

"didi tabiyat thodi kharab lag rhi thi toh half day le liya. aap kha lijiye, mein sone jaa rhi hun" i lied smoothly as i wanted to get out of there as soon as possible.

"thik hai beta, tum rest karo, kuch chaiye ho toh awaz laga dena" she replyed.

"ji" i said and ran towards my room.

I changed my clothes and wore something super comfortable, because if I had to sit here and think about my future, I would rather do it in comfy clothes. i tried to calm myself down my self by taking deep breathes, and sat on the edge of my bed.

If he really does like me, is it okay for me to date my boss?
I mean I've read hundreds of books with office romance, but I never thought something like this could happen to me.

I unlocked my phone and texted Ankita.

"As soon as you finish work, call me and come to our usual place. "

I texted this much and kept my phone aside. She won't be free till 7 pm that means I have to sit for four hours alone with my thoughts.

Oh hell no.

Is it really possible? Does love at first sight really exist in the real world?

Reading books Is all sunshine and rainbows , but what do you do when someone in real life likes you. I've never had to deal with crushes, except for that one time.

And that one time traumatized me enough for me to never do it again.
I have never thought about it. I mean making fake scenarios is on my to do list everyday, but I never thought of it this way.

I mean I did think he looked sexy before I got to know that he is my boss.
But could I really go out on a date with him, after I completely embarrassed myself by shouting at him , calling him a moody bitch twice, fainting in his office, then running away and crying in front of him.

OH MY GOD !
i completely forgot that I fainted in front of him.
Wait a min, did I just have my Spanish love deception moment with him???

No no no that's not the bigger problem, the bigger problem is what do I do now? Should I give him a chance?
Will he live up to my expectations? 

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