I hate the earth. I hate trees. I hate humans. I hate animals. I hate the earth. But god nothing can ever compare to my hatred for flowers. I used to love them, but now even the thought of them makes me sick. I hate flowers so much, I can't express it enough, I want to watch the world burn. It stole the love of my life.
Kellin was the most beautiful man my eyes have ever grazed, he truly was an angel. He didn't deserve what happened to him. Poor boy, my poor boy.
I still remember the night I met him at that bar, I can't even remember the name of the bar, I just remember seeing the prettiest boy I had ever seen there, probably wasted. I was too. I don't remember what he was wearing, or what he even looked like that day. I just remember that he was perfect, absolutely perfect. He had bright green emerald eyes and jet black hair.
And just like I remember the first time I remember the last. The beautiful boy, My beautiful boy, lying in a hospital bed with his eyes shut. I was crying harder than I have ever cried. I couldn't process that Kellin was dead, I don't think I ever will. I will never understand why it had to be like this.
He could have just told me, I wouldn't have gotten mad, not even remotely upset. Hell, I would have cried of happiness. I loved him so much, he was my everything. I didn't believe in love until I met him. I still remember the phone call, I will never forget it, the most painful phone call of my life.
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I am suddenly awakened to my phone ringing, before I answer I check the time, 3:46 am. I answer the call and grogily speak.
"Hello..?"
"Hello, is the Victor Fuentes?" The lady on the other line speaks.
"Yes?"
"I am sorry for your loss but your friend, Kellin Bostwick was pronounced dead 20 minuetes ago."
I froze at her words. What? No, this is deffinetly a prank, Kells isn't dead. I try to convince myself that everything is okay but the tears streaming down my cheek say otherwise.
"what? what happened?" I ask, begging whatever higher power to undo whatever it did.
"He died of hanahaki disease. A flowering plant grew in his lungs and suffocated him."
"WHAT?!" I practically screamed before my jaw dropped.
"He was in love with an unknown individual. We believe it was you though, that is why we are calling. His last words were 'Tell Vic I love him.'"
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Right after I got the terrible phone call I rushed to the hospital, not even bothering to make sure I was driving safely. Sure enough once I got there I saw the love of my life, dead. I couldn't process that he was dead. I cant stop thinking about how if my precious Kells would have just told me, we could have been something beautiful, I love him so much, definetly more than he did.
I want revenge. I have been absolutely craving it since I hung up the phone 3 weeks ago. I want to rip this earth to shreds, I want to kill every single flower on this god forsaken planet.
Thats why I'm currently lighting a tree which is connected to many others on fire with the purple lighter that Kells gave me. before the rest can catch on fire I run a little bit further away and watch the forest burn down. Each tree disinigrating to ash, one after another. Its a pleasuring sight. I hope Kellin can see what I'm doing for him. I hope he's proud of me.
As I watch the fire burn down the forest I feel the need to cough, I cough and blood comes out. A look of confusion crosses my face before I cough once again.
I coughed out what I thought it was a blood clot, but was actaully a pale blue Carnation.
