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No Paint On My Nails

I can rap only two songs
And I at this clock hour
Do avoid that which is inlaid of D and F
A silly thing I play
I guess I'll be done now
Did you catch on to my little facade?
If not that's alright
I avoid that letter if I can
Though it seems to be everywhere
Even my own name
Not my show name though;
Banana pants cat tooth
Silly I know
But avoidant at best.
You see my problem with the letter is that is in neither the word; cloud, sky, nor  rain
Something so avoidant of nature must be evil
Oh wait
Water
Tree
Fire
Earth
Ocean
Flower
I'm so stupid
And a sad disco haunts me
Good song that is
No E was needed for that
Though I hold it dear
Maybe I'm twisted
Do you get the hidden message?
The cry for help?
For dot dot dot
Line line line
Dot dot dot
Curse me
Hold me
Break me
I guess my fortune is gone
I can still dance though
Did this make any sense at all?
Or did it get lost in the upcoming fall.
I hope you get my call
My sweet words of care
My hateful screams of tainted pain
Blood in my hands
Flowers in my brain
Do you see now?
I still see in grey.
Did you catch my foreshadowing?
Did all my work go to waist?
I'm screaming but you hear nothing
The nightingale sings my song
But she hates my tune
So she steals my voice
To break the glass
And catch the fire
Catch my breath
I can't breathe
Can you write a panic attack?
I guess I'll find out
When I reread and wonder if you liked
Is that what my life has come down to?
Online and split in two
At least I have my music
But I'll go deaf finding the beat
I guess it's ironic
But do you get it?
Do you get it?
Do you get it?
I dot get it.
Did you?