The right arm and cure(Newt x reader)

15.

~~~Y/N POV~~~

We started to head back down Thomas and Newt had there own little conversation  as I heard Thomas yell yes as they hugged each other before coming over to us.

After all the commotion Thomas finally decided to procede with the plan of capturing Teresa so he and Gally went to go fetch her while we stayed here and waited.

I went up to the roof were me and Newt were just a few seconds ago and looked at everything. Thinking of everything. Millions of thoughts swarmed my head.

'will we actually find Minho and get the cure?' I know I shouldn't think that but what are the chances. I mean so many things have happened so many people have died and so many more lives will be taken. 

'is there a chance that we can even get Teresa?'

'will we make it to the safe haven'

'Is George still alive'

Those types of thoughts were swarming around and I couldn't stop them from coming and corrupting my brain.

"Hey" Someone said from behind me making me jump and snap my head behind me.

"Oh hey Bren" I said turning around

"Wachau thinking of" She said sitting next to me.

"Not much" I said

"Come on what "not much" thoughts are popping up in that head of yours?" She asked

"Well... what if there is no way of actually getting in and they don't get Teresa and we have to leave Minho and Newt behind" I say quickly 

"Woah, whoa, whoa stop thinking okay. That's not going to happen. And what got you to think that we would have to leave Newt behind?" She said, I waved her over and she sat down by me looking at me.

"Newt He-he has the f-flair" I stuttered.

"Not a surprise do you now when?" She asks 

"I think he got it in the tunnel with all the other cranks but I don't know?" I said putting my face in my hands while she rubbed her hand on my back.

"It's going to be okay" She said

"I hope that's true" I said

"It will be, you just got to give it time" She said

"I know but it's s-spreading fast and I've already lost Iris a-and we lost George an-and I d-don't want to-to lose Newt to" I sobbed as she pulled me in her shoulder.

"I know but we got to keep going we can't stop fighting. If we can protect ourselves we can do the same for the rest of them" She said as I sobbed in her arms.

"Ugh I-I hate c-crying it makes me s-s-stutter" I said whipping my eyes.

"It's okay to cry and it's funny when you s-s-stutter" She said mocking me while I playfully rolled my eyes and we let out laughs.

"I guess my stutter is funny" I sniffed

"... Do you remember when we were both 12 and Jorge gave us both a doll and we went down with him to tie another infected person with the other Cranks because they were turning and one of the cranks were able to snatch it out of your hands and tare it to pieces and you were a crying stuttering mess" She said

"Oh yea I remember and you had to give me yours because I kept crying" I told as we both laughed.

"That was a funny day and to be honest I didn't care about the doll I just wanted you to stop crying" She laughed as we side hugged.