02 it won't hurt

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Kristine's

days had passed and i don't really know what's got into jay's mind at bakit niya ako pinahihirapan? if it's all about kirstine's death then why not torturing me instead of forcing me to do this

"nak pumasok ka na, ako ng bahala diyan" manang said trying to take away the shovel but my gripped on it is too strong

i want jay to see that i won't give into his immature doings

"manang, you can go inside, let her do that" jay protested "it's not that hard to dig right woman?, and besides it's for her twin sister's garden......its for my wife's garden"

"pero jay, alas onse na anak, mainit na masyado para diyan" sagot ni manang "maawa ka naman kay kristine anak"

"i can do this po manang, don't worry" i finally said suppressing my eagerness to lay down, nakakapagod "sisiw lang to sakin"

"there you go manang, she said she can do this" jay pointing on me "then let her have it"

Maghapon kong tinuon ang atensyon ko sa garden ni kirstine, wala na akong magawa kundi sumunod sa inutos niya, he's my boss now so i don't have the right to say no to him

"you let her do it kuya? do you even know kung gaano kalaki ang garden?" aera said in frustratedly "hindi mo manlangba inisip na pwede siyang mag collapse dahil sa init at pagod"

"then what can i do if it happens?" jay said, boredom about the topic is evident in his tone

those words coming from him makes my world shattered, i didn't know jay would say those words

i spent my weekdays by taking care of my twin's garden, hindi ko naman hahayaan ang nag iisang lugar kung saan sumasaya ang kapatid ko

we always come to this spot back when she was alive, she always said that she wants to filled it with beautiful flowers as jay command but instead of hiring someone for this he let me

"ano ba!!, alam mo ba yang ginagawa mo?!" naririndi ako sa sigaw niya "hindi nalang dapat talaga ako pumayag na tumira ka dito"

i got scared when he finally said that, he can do it anytime so i should be more careful "sorry lilinisin ko nalang"

he just left me, i pick up the pieces of flower vase shattered Infront of the garden

"hey you can call me, didn't i said it to you last time we talk?" sunghoon said out of nowhere, kailan pa siya dumating dito?

he's my best friend since we're 8 years old, we have the same school from elementary to college and that's when jay finally meet him and became friends, i always call him for help noon pero hindi ko na yon nawala simula ng nawala si kirstine, i always feel that i might disturb him pag ginawa ko yon

"nandiyan ka pala, madali lang naman magpulot ng basag na vase" i answered without letting my gaze meet with him

after that he accompany me to the garden and insisted to help me, tinanong ko siya kung okay lang kay jay but he didn't say a word, we talked about the past and what have changed about us since then

"you sure you okay about this?" he asked "you can live with me tine, i don't mind besides i need someone to look for my house pag may flight ako"

he is a pilot just like jay, he wanted it since we're in elementary, i promise to him that i will be his flight attendant when he reached it but i couldn't fulfill it when our parents died, walang naiwan samin kundi ang sasakyan pati ang tig-isang kwintas na binigay ni mommy

"i'm okay here hoon, inaalagaan naman ako ni aera"

"but not jay" he's looking at me "nangako siya kay Kirstine na aalagaan ka niya but he ended up doing this to you"

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