Going into a megastar's life and falling I love isn't for the weak making you probably feel the pressure to constantly be successful there will be points where the pressure increases badly can you handle the romance pain and paparazzi all in one g...
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Tuesday 10th it was 6:00 in the morning the kids were at their grandmas I believe which made me slightly relieved as it was a kids free weekend per usual but something felt wrong in a way but I couldn't tell what it was not to say it would happen at all anyways
While making my way downstairs I suddenly felt the urge to puke as if I had eaten something probably some meat that I didn't cook probably because I know how I'm always in a rush per usual but I should probably learn to stop rushing my food but my chest felt slightly tender then usual but me ignoring the signs still went on with my day as I began brushing my teeth while in the bathroom
Michael wakes up after a good night sleep causing me to feel better seeing my husband is awake therefore feeling less lonely while I exited the bathroom I saw Michael rubbing his eyes then looking at me lovingly while I walked next to him he pulled me by my waist tightly and sat me down on his lap
"You good Kiki..?" Michael asked while smirking at me blushing heavily
"Perfectly fine mike I'm just thinking of going for a round of errands you know ?" I briefly say while removing myself from his lap making him smirk more
"You want me to come or do you want some alone time baby ?" Michael says while brushing his curls watching me dress
"Oh I'll be fine It's only two errands babe !" I exclaim while pulling my hair in a ponytail smiling heavily while I left the bedroom with me and Michael I made my way downstairs making myself exit the house doing errands while I was running on my second errand I felt so sick for some reason but I couldn't wrap my head around it
"I probably pushed myself to hard ! Or it's just something not sitting with my stomach again ugh I hate when that happens !"
3 hours later .. I returned back to the ranch seeing Michael standing outside who was waiting for me while I was walking back I looked into his eyes who was full of concern about something Michael watches me instantly walk into the house sitting myself down at the sofa feeling instantly hungrier then usual
I picked up some pineapples and peanut butter which caused Michael to gasp at such a horrendous combination of foods while eating
Michael asked "Girl are you ok ? You actually eating Pineapple and peanut butter together which is unlike you !" I gently shrug placing a generous amount on my pineapple while talking huge bites then proceeding to place some in Michael's mouth while Michael ate my horrendous combination he cringes eating the combination making me giggle seeing his facial reaction
"You don't like it do you ?" I ask observing his reaction causing him to shake his head violently eating the combination then my phone rings from my back pocket of my leggings which caused Michael to pick it out my pocket then give it to me while Michael was standing there
