I saw you shutting your eyes and covering your small face with my shoulder
And I found it really cute
Cause I knew if you didn't do that
I would be the one initiating
And it would be a hell of awkward
I saw you drifting into sleep while leaning on me
And I let you
Cause my delulu mind wanted it
But it was the end
How long could we stay here like this-
Still I let you
And when the guards arrived at the end
I told them to be low
But you still woke up
And I didn't know why I was mad
Your face turned read from embarrassment
And you again hid yourself behind me
Like it was your safe place
And I didn't know why I felt encouraged
Like i had some hope
Like i wasn't the only one falling for you
But it shattered when I saw you letting a guy kiss you on your cheek.
I didn't know why I didn't thought it could be your brother or something
Cause the way he saw you
I could feel like my eyes were staring at you
And I really felt jealous
Cause at the end i saw those shiny stars in your eyes
Which I was hoping to be mine
