I hate how you waste your tears on him
I hate how vulnerable you become
I hate how easily you forgive and let him in
And how easily he breaks you all-over again
I hate that I have to witness it all
I hate how useless I am during your downfall
I hate that all I do is watch and listen while you're in pain
I hate that you try to bottle it up in vain
But I hate him the most,
For having no respect for you
For shouting at you out of the blue
For making you beg for forgiveness
For stepping on your weakness
I hate him so much that,
I sometimes wish he would just die
But I stop myself and deny
Because that will only make you cry.
