The marauders era oneshots

WORTHLESS - D4VD

TW - SUICIDE ATEMPT

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Regulus was at one of the parties that his family hosted. Walburga set him up with some girl and told him to leave the party with her.

"Don't get me wrong, I love the money you have, but I don't want you." She says, looking at him and then walking away.

I just left the party with a girl who says she doesn't want me.

When he came back a couple hours later, his parents yelled at him, saying, "Why can't you just find someone and get out!"

I feel out of body the way the world keeps wishing death upon me.

He runs up to his room and grabs the bottle of pain relief, taking about 6

Take it away, I feel it now.

I'm red all in the face. This isn't calming me down.

He laid there all night, just staring out the window.

Cause every time the sun comes up, I start feeling worthless.

He went downstairs after cleaning himself up. He hated how it didn't work.

When he walked down, he saw walburga, and she started to shout at him.

"Why can't you find a girl and get out! We don't want you here!"

"It's easier said than done, I'm tryna find my purpose!" He yells back, crying at this point.

"GO TO YOUR ROOM!"

I should've run away by now.

But I can escape this damn house.

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Sirius had left, and it was getting really hard to be without him.

It's taking a minute for me to adjust.

"Wait."

It's taking a minute for me to give up.

"Hey!"

It's been easier to forget and shut up.

"Woah."

He ran away and was walking down the street trying to find Sirius, tho he didn't think he would.

"Give me your money, kid!" A random guy says as he comes up to him.

"All I got in my pockets a couple of bucks."

So the guy grabs everything the regulus had and ran.

All I had was gone.

So what am I waiting on?

He lays on a bench and sighs

"Somebody put me to sleep. I'm done."

Done

Done

The sun started to come up as he woke up freezing.

"Cause every time the sun comes up. I start feeling worthless."

He thinks back to sirius and him saying.

"If you ever need anything, Reggie, just find James house. We'll be there for you."

It's easier said than done.

I'm never gonna find my purpose.

I should've run away sooner.

But I can't escape this town.