Deserve love

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Continued from last chapter

"Hi beautiful" Billie smiled as she made pancakes

"Hi" I giggle fixing my damp hair

"Sorry if I've bin kinda weird lately" she handed me a plate as we both sat down at the island

"It's ok, I get it your stressed" I shrug

"I'm not. I lied, im sorry" she looked down

"What do you mean?" I tilt my head confused

She sighed and shrugged

"You lied? For what?" I straighten my posture

"I- Lani um can we talk about this a little later" she looked to the side

"Okay" I say softly as I wasn't sure what she was talking about.

Is she second thinking things? No she can't be I mean like we did just fuck so..but maybe she is.

"Thank you for the flowers they're really pretty" I smile trying to change the subject

"Yeah of corse." She smiled

"Riley's coming later after work if that's ok"

"Why wouldn't it be?" She chuckled

"Donno, just letting you know" I shrug

"What time? Like right after work or.."

"Like at 7ish" I took my last bite

"Oh."

"Why? Do you want me to tell her to come later?"

"No it's ok, just wanted to talk" she looked up at me as I grabbed her plate putting it into the sink "but it's ok we have tomorrow" she shook her head

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah. Yeah it's ok"

"Ok" I nod and sat on the couch
...
Riley😝

Hey, have to cancel tonight. Sorry

It's find, y tho? And y aren't you at work🤨

Billie wants to talk
Dw abt it 🤷‍♀️
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"Fuck" i sigh

"What?" Billie sat next to me

"Riley just canceled" I shrug

"Oh um ok." She turned on the Tv

I know if she knew that I canceled she wouldn't let me. She would tell me to call Riley and tell her to come over so I lied.

She laid her head on my lap as we watched euphoria. She seemed quiet and sad? I don't know but she was off

"Billie?" I paused the tv

"Yeah?" She turned on her back to look up at me

"Are you ok?" I ask making her sit up

"Yeah. Yeah I'm ok why?" She played with her rings

"You seem off"

"Um. I'm ok. I don't know" she looked down

"What's going on?" I lift her head up my heart dropped when I saw tears forming in her eyes

She sighed and shrugged.

Just like me.

"Billie. Baby what's wrong?" I got worried

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