"Explain." Caden said in his firm voice while looking at devon. nasa bahay na sila ni caden dito sila dinala to have a proper talk and privacy caden told harry na umuwi nalang sya mag isa and harry said yes because he understand the situation.
"Caden..pwede bang wag tayo mag usap sa harap ng bata? ayoko kong marinig nya ung pinag uusapan natin" Devon said habang hinahaplos ung buhon ng anak nyang nakayakap sakanya
"go. put him on my room, I had my tv on my room go on and turn it on to keep him entertain" devon nod at inakyat si zaiden sa taas
a few minutes later Devon came back at pumwesyo kung saan sya nakatayo
"C-Caden.."
"tell me about him" caden looked at him with disbelief in his eyes while looking directly on Devon's eyes he's mad but napapangibabaw oarin ung lungkot nyang nararamdaman ngayon
"He likes penguin...he got your hobbies and he also got your intelligence, he's smart like you caden he can adjust anytime, he likes eating, he doesn't like pink colors, he hates it when someone is disturbing him while eating, just like you... he's an alpha, lahat kuhang kuha nya sayo caden mukha at ugali, and the way he acts at kung pano sya gumalaw, ubos na ubos ka nya"
caden felt a tear sa gilid ng nga mata nya but he successfully endured it
"tell me devon..why did you hide him from me?"
"I can't think of any reason anymore. the reason why I hid him from you because I thought you'd dislike him, you don't like kids caden."
"You thought that I'd reject him? Really?"
Caden said in a sarcastic tone, raising a brow as he let out another scoff. He was feeling a mixture of frustration and disbelief
" You... really think that I'd reject him? That I'd reject my own son? That I'd reject my blood and flesh? My own child that I didn't know I even had?" caden's eyes is filled with tears but still looking coldly at devon
"Ung pamilya mo caden...They won't like zaiden."
"Fuck it! yan ang problema sayo eh masyado kang nag aalala sa mga sasabihin ng mga ibang tao, you have me devon! you have me, sana pinili mong maniwala sa mga sinabi ko kesa sa mga sinasabi ng iba, dev...hindi mo alam kung ano ung pinagdaanan ko sa loob ng limang taon. hinanap kita devon, kahit saan kita hinanap kahit pagod na pagod na ako hindi ako sumuko kasi desperado akong makita ka. masakit dev eh you left me without saying a word kahit ubos na ubos na ako....pinilit parin kitang hanapin, mahal na mahal kita devon sana naramdaman mo man yun I'm ready to surrender everything in order to be with you again, kahit kayamanan, companya, bahay o sasakyan ko kaya kong ipagpalit para sayo devon I can surrender everything para sayo.....at malalaman ko pang may anak ako sayo?" this time caden couldn't handle his emotion his tears were flowing down into his cheeks
"caden I'm sorry..." that the only word that came out on devon's mouth while looking at the ground
"sorry? dev.. limang taon....limang taon ung sinayang ko sa buhay ng anak ko dahil sayo, you know...I wanted to see zaiden's first step his first word his first birthday..I want to see his first teeth growing, I've always want to become a father sinasabi ko lang na hindi ko gusto ung mga bata pero deep inside me gusto ko maging ama kahit sa isang anak lang....I want to see him grow devon, pero you took away my chance to be a father I don't even know his full nam-" devon cutted off caden
"Finn Zaiden Santiago. his full name, I named him after you kaya kahit wala ka sa tabi nya may naiwan sakanya na ng galing sayo."
"that's not enough Devon! you didn't even put my surname on my son!" he raised his voice
"what do you want me to do? wala na tayo nun caden, kasalanan ko bang naniwala ako sa social media? at masyado akong na aalala sa sasabihin ng mga ibang tao? I'm trying to protect your image caden, you've received alot of hateful words nung nalaman nilang may relasyon ka sakin, pano nalang kaya kung nalaman nilang may anak ka sakin? sa lalake? that will ruin you caden, also sa apelido ng pamilya mo....I was so afraid Caden."
"I don't fucking care about my image! I don't care kung masisira yan all I care is a about you devon what the fuck." caden stoped as he sighed he couldn't process well....dahil sa pag iyak nya ay napahinto sya, galit sya pero na ngingibabaw ung sakit
"That's so unfair dev you only think about me. what about your self?"
"Caden stop."
"no. I wouldn't stop I have the right to be hurt and angry because you hid my son from me for five years."
"Please...stop this"
"Not happening devon! we promised yo each other to tell what our thoughts right? kasi tayo lang ung makakaintindi sa isa't isa what the hell is-" hindi nakapag tapos ng pag sasalita si caden ng biglang tumaas ung boses ni devon
"CADEN STOP! I'M TIRED"
Caden noticed how tired he looked and sounded, he could see the exhaustion in his eyes. But he was still feeling frustrated and angry about the situation.
"You're tired? How about me? How do you think I feel right now? I didn't even know that I have a son all this five years. I was deprived of the chance of being a parent to my own kid all this time. I have the right to know the truth and to be angry and hurt Goddamnit."
"it already happened caden stop it. you've already meet him isn't that enough?"
"ganun bako kasama sa paningin mo dev? do i really don't deserve to be a father to our son?" he tiredly looked at devon
"I will give you a chance para mag paka tatay sa anak natin I also want him to experience what it feels like to have a perfect family"
caden looked at him and he nod. wala namang syang magagawa hindi nya na mababalik ung limang taon na nasayang.
"You'll give me a chance?"
"Bakit hindi? I'll tell him that you're his father caden...and I'll make sure namakikilala ka nya."
after they entered the room where zaiden's is caden sat on the bed and devon turned off the tv para mapunta ung atensyon ni zaiden sakanila, zaiden looked at them with confusion "mommy ko...why did you turn it off?"
hearing zaiden calling Devon mommy made caden smiled a little.
"Baby.....I have something to say." hinaplos haplos ni devon ung buhok ng kanyang anak "Listen to me carefully anak...diba you said you wanted to meet your daddy? diba you're always looking for him? that you wanted to see him with your own eyes?" zaiden nod his head "Yes po" he innocently answered
Devon slowly turned his head to caden who was looking at him "See that man besides me? that your father baby, you're always wondering kung saan ng galing ung scent na naamoy mo sakin tuwing uuwi ako diba? it came from him"
Zaiden's eyes widened slightly as he looked at Caden, looking at the man who was sitting besides his mommy. He looked a bit puzzled, as if trying to process what his mommy had just told him
"A-Are you really?"
caden nod and to his surprised zaiden suddenly hugged him while loudly crying "Why didn't you recognize me earlier?! you talked to me like you don't know me, You're a meanie you're bad daddy" he tightens his hug on his father, devon teared up sa nakikita nya sa kanyang dalawang mata. he couldn't belive that the day has come, nag kita ung mag ama nya.
"I'm sorry... I'm so sorry daddy didn't know it. I regretted it baby, I'll make it up to you buddy okay?" he faced zaiden and wiped his tears "My Finn Zaiden... you're beautiful" caden said as he admires his son
after a few hours of being lovely dovey ng mag ama ay nakatulog narin sila at si devon naalng ung natirang gising pa, they are all sleeping on the same bed, devon looked at them two he couldn't help but smile because he saw the similarities between them....hinaplos ni devon ung buhok ng anak nyang natutulog sa bisig ng kanyang ama. I can tell that I raised you well. you've immediately understand the situation between your father and me and I'm glad you did. I love you Finn Zaiden.
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Devon's Secret (Sunsun)
RomanceYou can't run away from me devon no matter how hard you tried to hide. I will always come and find you.
