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"You almost kissed?!!!" Yeosang screamed; his jaw dropping as he looked at me with shock.
"Yeah....we did.."
"So what happened?! Tell me."
"I panicked and rushed out..." I sighed out and sat on the bed.
I rubbed my temple. I felt like throwing up again. I couldn't believe I did that. I felt embarrassed, I almost kissed him back too. I didn't even know what was wrong with me. I shouldn't be so...scared. Maybe San actually liked me, maybe I liked him? No...
But every time we were that close my heart fluttered and heated faster every second. Especially in that moment. The way he grabbed me, held me and touched me. The look in his eyes and the tone of his voice. I haven't felt that way in a long time and I probably ruined it.
"I'm so embarrassed Yeo. I just couldn't handle it. Fuck..."
"It's alright Woo, it's not your fault..."
"I didn't even let him explain. I just left..." I flopped back on the bed and looked up at the ceiling. I really didn't know what to feel. I felt bad, relieved and sick.
"Has he messaged you?"
"No..he probably feels embarrassed too.."
"Maybe you should just confront it in person."
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The next day.
I was not ready for this. I didn't want to confront him but I felt bad about what I did two days ago and it was making me feel even more sick.
I heard the door bell chime and here he was San. Dressed in a nice black tshirt and jeans with a belt showing off his build, I obviously stared, of course I did...and he turned to see me. Shit...
He walked over. Dammit, I was hoping that maybe he'd just ignore me and forget about it..
"Wooyoung, I'm really sorry about yesterday.
Wooyoung? He called me by my name..oh no does he hate me? Does he feel embarrassed? Oh no I knew I screwed up. Why didn't I just kiss him...
"No, no, I'm sorry...I just complete freaked out and left, it wasn't your fault.."
"I tried to kiss you and we don't even know eachother that well, I still am really sorry...I shouldn't have put you in that position." He said sincerely. His eyes were vulnerable and not hooded or arrogant like they usually were. I liked it too. It made my heartbeat quicken in a whole different way than his eyes usual did.
