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I was getting dressed to go confront San about everything. I felt horrible, and it was no excuse for me being drunk. I went downstairs and got a water bottle and left. I texted Yeosang where I was going and got in my car; driving to San's place.
I gulped as I pulled up. He was still home. I get out and walk to the front door. I ring the doorbell. No one came. I grabbed the handle and opened the door. I slowly walked in and closed the door. It was quiet. I slowly walked up the stairs and his bedroom door was open. When I walk in front of it he came out of the bathroom with just sweats on.
I shakily exhale. "S-San?"
San tensed up and turned around. He didn't look good, his face was slightly red and his eyes were puffy, like he had been crying. "What- what are you doing here..."
I gulped and walked into his room stopping a few feet in front of him. I looked up at him. "I-I'm sorry...."
He stayed looking down at me. I couldn't tell what he was thinking but he looked hurt and that broke me.
"The last thing I wanted to do was hurt you...I love you San. Even if we aren't official, it always felt like we were ever since our first time together after the club. You made me feel all these emotions even before we did anything, I tried denying the feelings I felt for you but I couldn't. And I'm glad I didn't because I really really love you San. And I know I hurt you, maybe even disappointed you which I never wanted to do. You deserve better. You didn't deserve to hear me cry his name or even say it when I was with you. Getting comforted or even kissed by you.."
My eyes watered and a tear fell. That's when I saw San's expression and body language change. My bottom lip trembled.
"I don't love him anymore San. It just hurt seeing him again and all the bottled up hurt just came out and when I drank. I don't even know why I said his name. I can't explain that and it sucks that I can't because you deserve all the explanations in the world."
I go closer and cup his face. He stared at me with watery eyes, his jaw tensed because he was trying to hold back tears.
"Wooyoung..." He whispered.
"You're all I want. I don't want anyone else. I want everyone to know that, I want everyone to know. I'm yours Sannie. I am, and I always will be, no matter what happens."
I lean closer and kiss him. I slowly pull away; looking up at him as our lips were centimeters apart.
"I'm...yours...." I whispered breathlessly; my breath hitting his lips.
