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It's been a year and a half since the whole, 'break up,' with Wooyoung. It didn't feel real to San. He hasn't coped with it, he's been doing worse at work, he's been trying to go out with Hongjoong and the others but he felt like a burden because of the depression he got after the whole situation.
San was at Hongjoong's place right now actually. He was laying on the couch with lots of alcohol. He knew he wasn't supposed to be treating himself with way, but he didn't know what else to do, Wooyoung was the light of his life. He changed him for the better.
Hongjoong came walking down the stairs, he sighed seeing San yet again drinking. He walked over and cleaned up all the glass bottles and knelt down in front of him. "San-ah...we need to...talk.."
San slowly looked at Hongjoong. His eyes red and almost lifeless. "What....."
"San...you need to...quit. I know it hasn't been the easiest year, but drinking. I-it's not..it's not the way to make you forget about it."
San slowly sat up and rubbed his eyes and slouched over, he groaned slightly. "Hyung....i- uhhhh- don't....know what....mmmm.."
San couldn't even speak properly. He was all gone and he was so frustrated with himself. He started crying from it.
"San...hey- hey..." He spoke softly and pulled San into a hug.
"I know this isn't my place, and I don't fully know what you're going through, your feelings that is."
San trembled in Hongjoong's arms. San was bigger than him, taller and body wise but Hongjoong was older and he knew how to comfort San like he was the bigger one.
"I-I-I miss...miss him Hyung- I-I- fuck..." He sobbed and slurred; crying into Hongjoong's shoulder.
Hongjoong nodded and rubbed San's back comfortingly. "I know I know..."
"Did- did I do something- I- I mmm...I don't...I still don't understand......" He sniffled and wiped his eyes.
San was so heartbroken, he was out of it, he didn't even know what to do.
"Hyung...take me home please."
"San. Are you sure. I don't want you to-"
"Please. Just...take me home."
San said and looked at Hongjoong as he sat up. Hongjoong just nodded and got up. "Yeah but let me make you feel a little better before you go."
San just nodded and stayed out as Hongjoong walked off to the kitchen.
•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~• A few minutes later. Hongjoong dropped San off and made sure he got inside safely before leaving.
