Cameron Dallas Imagines

Imagine #32 for Emmkatt

Six months ago I married my best friend Cameron Dallas. Yes the ex viner/ youtuber. Now he is a music producer. We dated two years before he proposed and were best friends before that. So pretty much we know everything about other. There is one thing he doesnt know about me. I get bad anxiety and get depressed so I cut. He knows about the anxiety and depression but not the cutting.... I dont want to lose him. I cover up the cuts with long sleeve shirts. My wedding dress was even long sleeved.

I was going through my news feed on twitter and saw a bunch of hate. Three years later and im still getting hate. I couldnt take it anymore and went into the bathroom. I grabbed one of the blades I hid.

~Cam Comes Home~

I was in the kitchen cooking dinner for Cam and I when he walks him. He walks up behind me and hugs me. He accidently touches my fresh cut. I hiss in pain.

"Emm you okay?" He asks concerned.

"Uhh yeah." I say. He turns me around and pulls my sleeve up. I see his eyes fill up with tears. He looks at me.

"Why didnt you tell me?" He asks.

"Cam I dont want you to leave me." I say and start crying. I slide to the floor.

"Emm i would never leave you." He says grabbing my arm kissing my scars. "I love you. The next time you get an erge to cut please come get me. Even if im at work, call me and ill be home. Promise me you wont anymore."

I nod my head looking back at the floor. Cam lifts my head up making me look into his eyes.

"Promise me?"

"I promise." I say. He kisses me and we just sit there for a while cuddled up next to each other.

He kisses my head. "I love you." He whispers in my ear.

"I love you too Cam." I whisper back.

Hey Emm. I am so sorry I didnt upload it yesturday. I got really busy. Sorry if its bad. Im not good with these type of imagines. If you dont like it ill rewrite you another one!

I really dont like writing these type of imagines. They are so real. I know a lot of people cut and if you ever need anything message me. I will do my best to talk you from not doing it. If you are having a rough day message me. I will give you my kik. This is for anyone who needs someone to talk to. Stay strong! Love you!!

Xoxo
Mo<3