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I was fast asleep after a long night, from crying myself to sleep, letting myself cry, and not having media take pictures of it, sense I was home.

But the glowing orb found a way to sneak into my room, shining directly in my eyes.

Buzz. Buzz. Buzz.

I panicked, as I got up immediately, eyes barely open, searching for my phone, lost in the sheets of my bed.

Y/N? She's calling me? At 9 am?

I take a deep breath before I answer, proceeding to push the green dot on my screen.

"Taylor!" She says in excitement.

"Y/n! What's up??" I say with a smile on my face even though my eyes were still closed.

"Not much, just checking on you!" She tells me exaggerating 'you' as my eyes flip open.

Did she know?

"I'm good! How was your date?" I say quickly moving on, my heart beating like crazy.

"Taylor.." She sighs.

"What..?" I say concerned what was to come out of her mouth next.

"Are you really okay..? I want you to know that I'll listen and always be there if you need me, no matter if I'm on a date or not.." My jaw dropped.

How'd she know?

"Thank-you y/n, but how'd you know..?" I say curiously.

She laughs then proceeds to say, "Taylor! Your tour! after I got back from my date, I went on my socials and everything on my feed was you, but this time crying.. so I knew I had to make sure you're doing well..I wanted to call you last night, but it was late.." She switches to a serious tone.

"oh.. you saw that.." I say a little embarrassed.

"It's okay to let it out, it's way better than caging your emotions, hun." I can hear the frown on her face as she talks.

"I have to go.." I say all at once, wanting to burst into tears, but I didn't want to explain to y/n why.

"Taylor..?" She said concerned, I didn't say anything and hung up, immediately tearing up as I put my phone down.

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Finally after listening to music to boost my mood, I wiped my tears and applied my makeup, ready to go out.

I slipped on a thin, black dress, that fit perfectly, and white heels that made me a few inches taller.

I finally had a smile on face, after days and days.

I took a deep breath as I opened the door from my hotel and walked outside.

The sweet, fresh breeze laid its way over my face, giving my body a hug of release, letting go of all my worries.

My heels clicked as I walked on the pavement to the black suv, getting in.

While riding to my favorite coffee shop I began to write in my journal, writing ideas for future songs.

I sit down and pull out a chair after getting coffee and continue to write ideas.

Buzz. Buzz.

my phone began to ring, again. This time it being Travis.

"Hey hun, what's up?" I asked in a soft voice.

"Hey Tay! I was wondering if you'd come to see me at my first game on Sunday?" He said cheerful, knowing I'd say yes.

"Yeah, I'd love to! I'll be there!" I say smiling, doodling in my journal.

"Okay, that all bye!" he said leaving an awkward silence until he finally hung up.

What was that?

So many thoughts wondered in my mind, as I began to write them.

Thats really all he wanted to say to me?

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