Field girl | a gxg Taylor swift fanfic

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I posted about the breakup on instagram, watching the likes skyrocket, and news articles flooding with me and travis' breakup.

Until, Travis himself liked the post. I exited out out Instagram and hovered over his contact, thinking of whether or not I should call him to talk about it.

"Hey Taylor!" he greets as he answered the call.

"Hey Travis! Just checking in on how you're feeling.." I responded.

"Taylor, I'll be straight up.." I took a gulp, putting my hands over my face, preparing for what he was about to say.

"I could tell from when you met y/n, Taylor. You just seemed you, in like a non-friendly way.. it was different then with me.." he laughs and sighs, continuing his sentence.

"I just want you to be happy... it's not just your fault." Travis explained.

"thanks Travis, but it's completely my fault. I cheated on you, how is it not?" I furrowed my eyebrows. How could blame himself?

"No, it's my fault as well. I should have told you a little bit sooner.. but I also was starting to see someone else." It grew silent.

"it's ok.. I can't say anything because I did the same so.." I say awkwardly.

"Yeah.." he said.

"Well... anyways since we broke up, we and our managers have to meet up.. I'm not sure if you got a message from tree yet, but yeah." I tell him.

"alrighty, sounds good! Wait. Taylor.. you mentioned to tree why we broke up, right?" He replied.

"uh.. not really.." I sweat out of embarrassment.

"Taylor. You're gonna have to tell her one way or another, she needs to know, I had to do the same with my manager. Tree cares for you, you'll be ok." He comforts me.

I nod my head in agreement and sigh.

"yeah.. I know. I'll tell her don't worry." I say reassuring him.

We both say our goodbyes and hang up.

I dropped my phone, and plopped my head back on the pillow, absolutely exhausted. It's only 5:00pm

I stared at the ceiling, thinking about everything I did, everything about yesterday, and about today.

But I was interrupted by my thoughts. Ding.

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y/n 👀

Taylor..?
You ok, hun?

oh my gosh, I forgot to respond!!
yeah, it's all sorted out. Had to make alottt
of calls.

no no you're all good!!
aw im sorry.. I feel bad that I
started all this 😕

y/n. don't you dare.
I asked you, I shouldn't have..

and I said yes.
I knew you were in a
relationship, Taylor.

don't do this y/n.
I hate to see you put the blame on yourself
for something I did and caused.

I'll settle with 50/50. 👀

god why do you convince me so easily.
fine, but you know how I actually feel.

good to know..
sounds like a deal to me.

on a serious note, I want to
know how you're feeling.

obviously a little guilt.
I mean Travis was one of
my good friends.

I'm sorry y/n.
I fucked up everything.

Taylor, again
it's not just your fault
It's mine as well.
Me and Travis talked it out
we're good.

read 5min ago

Taylor?

read 3min ago

please call me, I'm worried.

read 1min ago

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tears started to fall, I was a mess. I couldn't even answer her back, I felt awful.

I raced around to wipe my tears after seeing y/n was requesting a FaceTime.

"Taylor..? Talk to me.." She asks worriedly.

"hmm?" I hum in response, putting my face into frame, in which she immediately seen my watery eyes.

"baby.. oh my god.. don't cry.. hold on I'm coming over." y/n jumps up, grabbing her car keys.

I wanted to tell her not to come, but I couldn't, I couldn't say a word.

"stay on the phone for me hun." She insisted as she peeked down at her phone to look at me as I nodded In response.

I watched as she drove anxiously trying to get my place as quickly but also safely as she could, biting her fingers at every red light and glancing over at me occasionally.

I went downstairs unlocking the door for her.

"keep your door locked please, Taylor.. I want to make sure you're safe until I'm there." She told me, as I turned the lock.

she pulls into my driveway, immediately getting out and running over to the front door.

I opened the door, crying even more when seeing her.

y/n instantly wrapped her arms around me, pulling me into a hug.

every tense bone and muscle in my body dropped into her, I felt so relieved, so safe.

I just cried into her shoulder, as she held me, rocking us side to side.

"it's ok baby. you're ok." she softly whispered into my ear.

"breathe. deep breaths." y/n told me in a ghostly manner, as she rubbed my back.

My heart slowed as I stopped crying, and just stood there, in her embrace.

y/n moves us both inside and closes the door, I stay the same, my face nooked in her shoulder.

She combed her hands through my hair.

I finally let go of the hug.

"thankyou y/n. I needed that." I say.

"always." she smiles.

I take her hand, leading her to lay on the couch and cuddle with me, as we watched tv together.

Eventually falling asleep in each others arms.

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To be continued in the next chapter.

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