Emotions (Riley X F Reader) ON HOLD!

1 (6) start of 5th grade!

Diary entry

I'm starting 5th grade today. Mom and dad are acting a bit weird. It really scares me, why can't they just tell me what's going on

Your pov

It's the first day of school. I'm entering 5th grade and although I'm a little excited. I really don't want to go. School is just a mix of work and boring classes.

"Y/n! Hurry up, your gonna be late" and here we go. "I'm coming mom"

Ugh here's reasons why I really hate dumb school.

1- the kids suck
2- the teachers suck
3- the school sucks
4 everything SUCKS!

Anyways I'm not popular but everyone knows me. Here's some reasons why. I sleep in class although I don't mean too,I'm nice, I'm quiet, the teachers love me, I'm smart and I'm a star player in the hockey team. And although this may all be true it can still suck when it comes to bullies.

"Y/n, hurry up and get your butt in the car!" Well, darn "Alright, I'm coming mom!" So here we are driving to school. Man. 5th grade. I really hope we don't have a lot of homework.

As I walk into the school I go through every 5th grade classroom, to scared to walk in so I just pass buy until some teacher named Mrs tinelli calls my name.

"Hmm?" As I turn my head I see a women with brown hair and she's kinda pretty to be honest.

"Hi y/n, my name's Mrs Tinelli. I'll be your 5th grade teacher." I nod before walking into her classroom. "Alright everyone, take find a table and sit at it" I go to Lila's table and I sit down and say hi to her.

"OMG hi y/n! It's been so long" I smiled awkwardly because from past events, who wouldn't. "Yeah it's been awhile I guess."

Class start and for the first hour were learning Ela

"So kids this is what RATT means. The R stands for restate, the A means answer, and the two T's mean text evidence and then you would end off with your conclusion. Would anyone like to try?"

I look at Lila and she raises her hand.
"Yes Lila, please come up to the board. Can you pick out which sentences would be in order from R to T?" Lila takes the board pen.

"Yes Mrs Tinelli, so to restate it would be "the dog likes the farmer" and for the answer it will be "because it's his owner" and then for text evidence..uhm it'll be..that the dog plays with the owner and it sleeps in his house!"

I listen and that doesn't seem like the right thing but I just pay attention.

"So close! The text evidence would actually be how the farmer has a certificate of when he bought the dog and the fact that the dog has a color on. But great job, you can go sit back down Lila."

I look at Lila and feel bad because some of the kids were laughing which Mrs Tinelli shushed them really fast.

"You did good Lila" I try to bring up her mood but it seems like it didn't work listening to her response. "Shut up y/n".

Yikes. Someone has anger issues.

We stay in class for about 45 minutes before getting a 5 minute break time to use the bathroom, eat a snack, play a game, yada yada.

"Hey Lila, you wanna play this game with me" I gesture towards a game of candy land.
"No thanks, I'm going to play with Savannah and the rest of the girls.

"Alright. If you ever want to play with me though I'll be here-." I practically get cut off my Lila and I guess she's real upset.

"Why would I want to play with a loser like you! Stop talking to me!". With that Lila walks away and I sit there trying to act like nothing happened hoping nobody saw because that...man that's just embarrassing. I mean imagine yelling at someone for asking if you want to play with them. The embarrassment would be too much for Lila.

I sigh. As I turn I feel a tap on my shoulder.
"Hi, if you don't mind I'd like to play with you." Hannah. I've never talked to her in all the years we've went to school together. She's such a pretty girl.
"Uhm, yeah that'd be nice".

The school day ended and I skipped to the parking lot with a smile.
"Hannah is so nice. I bet every guy thinks she's cute."

*BEEP BEEP*

"Y/N hurry up, we have to go somewhere after we drop you home!" "Alright dad!" I jog to the car and get in as I buckle myself up. By the time we got home I was rushed into the house.

"There's food in the fridge just hot it up, we left a bunch of snacks for you. Don't open the door for strangers and don't answer the phone. Bye love you!" I smile and give a kiss on the cheek to my mom. "Oh and no boys." I laugh "why would I have a boy here dad. I'm only in fifth grade." My dad just smile at me and before giving me a kiss on the head. "See you later kiddo".

I sit down and watch TV while eating snacks.
"I wonder if Hannah likes sour belts. There my favorite and she seems like a nice person."

I end up drifting off to sleep.

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Diary entry

It's been two months since I've been in fifth grade and I became great friends with Hannah although sometimes she's in my dreams. I never dreamt of friends before. Last night we were sitting at a small table and she gave me a rose with a note attached to it. It said that I was the one. I don't know what to do but perhaps if I find a cute guy to date everything will get better.

As I put on my sneakers to get ready for school I think of kids that I can maybe date.
"Well there's josh, Mathew, Cole, Ethan. Ugh, I just don't see myself with them. There so mean." Just as I stand up my mom calls out to me. "Y/n I'm going in the car" I run down the steps and grab my backpack and lunch box before heading into the car.

"So y/n, how would you feel if we ended up moving.." I pause and think for a bit before letting out a small chuckle.
"Why would we move. We have everything here and I'm about to play for championships." My mom stayed silent after that and we rode in the car in silence.

As she drops me off at school she says her goodbyes as I say mine.
"See you later!" I wave as she drives off and I walk into school scouting for a man.

"There has to be some good somewhere" I turn to hear someone call my name.
"Y/n, hi." Goodness. It's Hannah.
"Hello Hannah. What brings you hear today?" Oh my goodness I'm so stupid.
"Well I'm at school? Just like everyday?" I let out a fake chuckle.
"Yeah I knew that I was just joking around, y'know." I'm going to actually bury myself. What the hell is wrong with me.

We head into class and I sit next to Hannah as class presumes.

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School is over for the day and I get picked up. I sit in the car and talk a bit about random stuff and how my day went but once I get home I rush into my room to write in my diary.

Diary entry

I think something is wrong with me. I feel so happy when I'm by Hannah and she's just so pretty that it's hard not to stare. She's so kind to me that I'm not sure I'm Worthy to even be her friend. But above all that she held my hand in class today and when I looked at her she just smiled. And then she offered me a heart shaped cake pop at lunch. She said she had made it especially for me. And the worst part of it all was at the end of the day she told me she liked me. I simply said I like her too and she's a good friend but she grabbed my hand and kissed it before saying she means she actually likes me, in a boyfriend girlfriend type of way but...I'm a girl and so is she. Isn't that wrong?

I get up and decide to lay down on bed to ponder on everything that's happened today and I end up falling asleep.

"Y/n come eat dinner" I get up as I hear my name being called.
"Alright, I'll be down soon" I walk downstairs and sit at the table.
"Yum, steak with fries and veggies, thank you for the food" I start to eat but soon realize there not eating.

"Is something the matter?" I look at them confused and mom and dad look to each other before looking at me and sighing.

"Hunny we have news..and you may not like it."

Sorry for such late updates I'm very busy lately but I hope you like this chapter.