Why is everyone asking me if I hate Jack. Random year elevens.
"Are you Jack's girlfriend? Do you hate him? Anything happened between you two?".
How does everyone know, why does everyone know. What does everyone know. I see Jack, he's already looking at me, with the same unreadable eyes. I'm walking up to him, and all the year elevens are watching my every move, concealing their annoying eyes on me.
"Jack. Jack!". He heard me the first time. I can tell by the drop in his face.
"Jack why is everyone saying I hate you? I don't hate you?". He's not even looking at me, rather staring at something behind me, I turn around. There's nothing there.
"Okay." He walks off without even making eye contact with me the entire time. I can't believe I broke up with Aidan for this shit. But at the same time, I can believe it.
Me and Jack don't talk for another week, each day getting heavier for me. The feeling of not knowing what I did, or what happened.
MESSAGE FROM: JACK 21:32
Isabelle. I don't think this is gonna work out if you keep ignoring me.
MESSAGE FROM: JACK 21:32
See. You're doing it rn.
MESSAGE FROM: JACK 21:33
I think its best we breakup. Its that "right person, wrong timing" shit.
MESSAGE FROM: JACK 21:38
Im sry.
I scoff when I see this message. I know he's not sorry, and I don't care, but part of me feels like dating isn't worth it if it always ends like this. I check Jack's socials; he must've posted something about what happened. A screenshot. Of Aidan and Jack's messages.
My hurried eyes frantically scan the photo. Which my hurried eyes begin to fill with tears. No. I can't. I promised. I will never cry over something stupid. Ever.
MESSAGE FROM: AIDAN
Yh mate. She likes Mateo. Aidan told me.
MESSAGE FROM: JACK
Ok thx. Imma breakup with her anyways I like Ava.
MESSAGE FROM: AIDAN
Yh no problem. Have fun
MESSAGE FROM: JACK
Lol.
Ava? I know her. Very well actually. Of course Jack never liked me, I can see it all clearly now.
He only dated me because I was. Temporary. Someone he could kiss. Someone he could tell everyone about, which would explain the year elevens. Which would also explain why he didn't even know me. He saw me as a human and a human only. Not a human being with a personality that you could grow to learn. No. Just a lifeless body.
Tears do stream down my face, how could I have been so stupid, so blind, so fucking dumb. And everyone will believe that it's my fault. That I liked Mateo? I hate Aidan so much. I hate Jack so much. I hate me so much. I know that this is my fault, but it's easier to blame Aidan and Jack, so I do. If Aidan never got involved, because his jealous ass couldn't live with the fact that I was doing well, none of this would have happened.
I don't want to do this anymore. I can't. and I won't.
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Sorry Not Sorry
RomanceA book about a young teen girl's love life, which gets caught up in a mess. A mess of who to love. Isabelle is a girl, the star of this book, who is suffering from depression. Much like other teenagers. And she is starting to have problems i...
