Warning: Read at your own risk.
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Chapter 19
Feeling good could mean anything and in this particular situation we both know what we meant by it.
Saying yes meant my hundred percent consent to him. I was still sane when I said it. My mind was not flooded by lust— it was more of the connection I wanted to feel with him.
Knowing that I'm doing it at this young age, some people may think that it was only because of uncontrollable hormones of a teenager... but it's not. I knew the consequences before I gave my consent.
I am not innocent with the things that concern the body. I pushed myself to be educated about it to protect myself. Even my parents encouraged me to take pills when I reached eighteen for my own protection and to practice safe sex.
Of course, I won't tell Suriel about me taking pills. It's just for my own benefit right now.
"You still have a chance to say no, Rinoa," Suriel said, he was still restraining himself to do anything that could break me or go delirious.
"I'm sure," I told him with certainty.
He pressed his lips into a thin line. "As much as I want to do it with you right now... I threw out the condom that the driver gave me, Rinoa. I can't risk doing it without the condom."
Unti-unting humupa ang antisipasyon ko sa sinabi niya. Tama naman siya. We can't do it without the condom. Wala rin siguro sa isip niya na gagamitin niya iyon.
This was a spur of the moment.
"U-Uhm, okay. It's fine," akma na akong babangon para isalba ang sarili sa hiya ngunit nabitin ang pagbangon ko dahil sa haplos ni Suriel.
"But I can still make you feel good without it," he reassured me, then began massaging my breast in a slow yet teasing circular motion. I gasped at the contact despite the shirt and undergarment that I was wearing.
He covered my mouth with his to muffle my moan. I could feel his warm hand getting underneath my shirt and trying to find the spot of my pebble while he still hadn't removed my bra. He did it with another one which made me go insane.
Heat was starting to spread on my center and made my skin so sensitive with each contact.
All I could do was close my eyes and hold onto his arm like my life would depend on it. Nang kapusin na ng hininga ay hindi ko mapigilang kagatin ang sarili kong labi habang pinapanood ang ginagawa niya sa'kin.
I could see the satisfaction in his eyes as he looked up to see my wanton expression. "Like it?"
"Y-Yes."
"Come here," he gestured to me to elevate my body to sit. He skillfully removed my bra without removing my shirt. Suriel stared at my perked up chest for a long time and I felt hot because of it.
He held my back to arch it. Ang buong atensyon niya ay nasa dibdib ko pa rin. Wearing a white dri fit shirt made it so obvious that I am turned on.
"The next time you want to wear a white dri fit shirt, make sure you're not around me because you know what will happen next."
"Are you going to rip—"
Oh my gosh!
I quickly grabbed the nearest pillow from me and covered it on my face to stifle my whimpers. Suriel sensually licked my nipple and sucked it while I was still on my shirt. His other hand began to wander on my skirt. Again, he skillfully removed it together with my cycling shorts and the only thing I have were my panties.
