"So, to start off, I would like to know, what triggers you taking a smoke?"
"Uhm, anxiety?"
"Okay, you're doing well. Now anxiety about what? What stresses you out the most? What do you feel like you want under your control, but tends to overwhelm you instead?"
"I kind of get where you're going with this. My issue is simple: I like living in a state of ecstasy; anything that doesn't do that for me unnerves me."
"Woah, okay..."
"I'm exaggerating, but you get the gist of it?"
"So coitus and food for Lucky 24/7?" Deneo inserts to Lucky's amusement.
"Hence I barely manage on a day-to-day basis without Nara."
"You're disgusting."
"Hey, don't mock it till you try it," he teases laughing. Deneo gets more upset saying "You're a pig!"
"Relax, I'm only playing. But honestly, it's not as disgusting as you think, especially when you are with the right person, under the right circumstances..."
"The right person? Heck no! Even though you are married, you and Nara could be leads in an R-rated movie." Lucky laughs it off and Deneo adds "But then again Christ is a secret porn star too, you know. Remember the Emmanuel series on eTV back in the day- No wait! Deneo inserts before laughing. "You're American, how would you know that!"
"Tell me?" Lucky asks seeming like he already regrets it.
"The first time Christ 'touched' me was when he and I were reading Song of Songs (SOS) together, writing poetry of our own using SOS as a template."
"Oh. I'm sorry to hear that Deneo. He took advantage of you like that?"
"He did. But anyway, not to divert, to get me to assuage fear of unveiling The Christ, he told me that he was the king written about in the Song of Songs and that if I found that scandalous I surely would not survive being told he is the gorgeous fallen angel (Rev 12:9) of Greek mythology Lucifer, also known as Venus, star of love and pleasure, or that he was the depicted Emmanuel of the self-titled pornographic eTV film series."
"Okay. You're throwing a lot at me here," Lucky protests, as he gets the chance.
"So my point is that Christ is linked with coitus in artistic representations, so we shouldn't fear sexualising Him. And also, he is the Bridegroom of the entire Church and so, he has a healthy appetite.
"Fine, if I buy all this mumbo-jumbo, what happens to us men? Do we get the woman Venus? I'm confused."
"Well, according to what they have revealed to me, yes. The Christ was initially female. He is the female in the Godhead. He might be the queen of heaven spoken of derisively by God in Jeremiah chapter 7 & 44. Christ, who is Venus, is married to God; John's He [Christ] and God are one' ring a bell?"
"Okay, give me more," Lucky amps.
"Christ might also be the woman depicted in Revelation 12 who is clothed with the sun. If you look up revelations of Christ, and if you even look at biblical depictions you will find Christ with a gleaming appearance (Daniel 10:5-6; Rev 1:12-16). It is also written in Revelation 12 that he has the moon at his feet. Cancer is the astrological sign dealing with water and the moon. In Daniel 7:13 it is written that one like the Son of Man came with the clouds. I'm paraphrasing but I hope you get the sense of the argument?"
"I do. I'm impressed with you."
"Get out," Deneo lavishes wth a laugh.
"I am, truly. So glad I called. You always put me in a zany mood, for better or worse." Deneo laughs shyly before uttering till death do us part?"
"That's going a little too far."
"Relax, I'm only kidding."
"Good."
"Good? I'm engaged to the most magnetic person to ever live. You should be falling over yourself trying to win me over. I'm so over you."
"The most magnetic? Since you like him so much continue to let him rape you."
"It's not rape if it's the right person."
"What! Are you out of your rockers? It's okay for Christ to rape! Now I've heard it all!"
"We all belong to God, that's why he wants us clean whether we choose to marry or stay single. All are called to practise chastity for Him."
"Okay but why can't he let you stay clean till the resurrection."
"They don't penetrate so the argument is I'm still clean."
"This is rubbish. I can't stand listening to this."
"Imagine it being your reality-"
"Okay wait, I'm sorry. I'm making it about me. I'm sorry, I'll stop."
"I get that it upsets you Lucky. It upsets me too, but, I get that I'll always be in this prison living half a life."
"You don't think the medication will help?" Lucky asks, possessed by a sense of hopelessness himself.
"Ever heard the saying the kingdom of God is in you?"
"Yes?"
"Well, it literally is. Just how I hallucinating God is the use of parts of my brain that most people can't operate without being hammered, The Kingdom of God will be activated by using more parts of our brain as a species. Apparently, everything outside a man's brain is an illusion in any case."
"Okay, you're bombarding me. This chat has been so dense. Let's talk about light matters for now, shall we?"
"Alright, sorry. I just get so excited," Deneo expresses trying to calm herself down with a tap on her lap. The pair enjoy a laugh.
Deneo then thinks of something which she needs to raise with Lucky, which will surely crumble his world. It's been the elephant in the room for quite some time now.
Should she tell, or keep it to herself - as she has been for years now?
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Lucky Blue Smith: How About Two?
FanfictionA fanfic that seems too realistic to be untrue. Join Lucky Blue Smith as he is forced to evaluate tenets of the church and possibly take a second wife.
