Ah time! it's so wonderful,don't you think? it can make a lot of changes to one's destiny, alter oneself altogether.
it doesn't dare wait for no one.
tbh, with time, i feel I've grown a lot as a person, an individual, as a human being altogether.
I've started feeling things, situations, hardships, accomplishments very- differently.
Back then as a simple 12 y/o I felt everything with a lot more emotion, "think with my heart not my head" kinda situation .
But now, as I'm nearing the end of my highschool experience, i feel that I just can't bring myself to feel like I used to before. It's somehow I've accepted that things happen, people come and some move on.
But truly.. all i really wanna know is can one really view life as colourful, full of joy and passion as they used to?
like, can they reciprocate that same energetic and driven personality as they used to when they were as young as they can remember?
to be frank, I've met a couple of people that are children at heart. I really wanna feel that.. oh how I wish the child in me could take over and i could be as happy as i used to be.
i don't exactly hate how i understand things now, but how I wish I could relate to them, let loose and have fun like they do, go out not caring about responsibilities that are pushed my way.
But alas, I'm forced to grow up and shoulder my responsibilities to be capable of doing what I need to do.
how I wish I could grow younger, be a kid again
but at the end of the day,
"if we remain young at heart do we really ever grow old?"
-unknown
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Things we don't talk about
Randomthis is just a place where I mention things i learnt along the way that well.. no one talks about these are the small lessons that one doesn't understand until they go through it
