Seasons and Sadness

I'm not allowed

I'm not allowed

I'm not allowed to watch TV,

I'm not allowed to have sugar,

I'm not allowed to eat too much,

I'm not allowed to get a pet,

I'm not allowed to go on the train alone,

I'm not allowed to play with a wolf,

I'm not allowed to visit the zoo,

I'm not allowed to have a pet snake,

I'm not allowed to skip trainings,

I'm not allowed to see my mother,

I'm not allowed to see her every day.

I'm not allowed to keep blades in my room,

I'm not allowed to shut my lights,

I'm not allowed to wear short-sleeves,

I'm not allowed to stay upstairs.

Whilst not all of this is true,

I'm not allowed to lie.

I'm not allowed to cry,

I'm not allowed to smile.

I'm not allowed show emotion no matter how much I try.

I'm not allowed to be myself, subconsciously, I tell myself

I'm not allowed to see an alien so the mystery remains unsolved

I'm not allowed to do this and that,

And think that that is all.