[Sequel of Warm Love, hence can't be read as a standalone.]
In the first phase, Reyansh concealed a web of mysteries, but as they stand face to face once more, it's Kiraz who holds the tantalizing secrets waiting to be unveiled. These hidden truths...
Sorry for the delay. As your author was out the whole day for her college and has got some life shits to handle so please excuse her for being late.
And, if you are still disappointed at me you can keep on being disappointed because at this moment I really don't want to add more to my emotional baggage. Even after doing my best to my readers I don't know what more I can do.
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mature content ahead
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Time is powerful. It must be feared as one mightn't know how it attacks. Has it got any flow? Because I consider it wild, merciless, it doesn't look at who is standing before it because it treats everyone equally. That scares me. Reyansh, however powerful he may be, is also treated equally. He has nothing in his hands, and this time he will not be able to fix anything.
Time is scaring me.
The doubts of the future are scaring me. More than ever. A day without him seems grim, like the cold austere winter. Like the emptiness of a puzzled play, only he can fill the spaces. Only he can fill me and save me. The thought of the coming days and I will be left with nothing. Nothing, just hollowness.
However hard I try to not show it doesn't affect me. But it hurts. Those thoughts are making my heart beat fast, leaving trails of dull pains, a miffiness that will never be understood by anyone. I am tip-toeing in my own skin, pretending is not letting me live a second without having the thought of how empty everything is going to be after he is gone.
I don't look forward to the new sunrise. A new sunrise means moving forward, and I don't want this to ever end. I want him. But wanting him means giving up whatever I have achieved for myself in the past five years. For a second, I would even sacrifice everything to be with him. My happiness lies with him. There is no doubt.
What about Veer?
Only I know what happened down the line of memories, how my poor baby was attached to those tubes with complications at such a young age. How I had broken with no one by my side. Reyansh's life is not good for Veer. His health is delicate, and there are chances of complications if Veer is exposed to stress or any negative environment. Veer doesn't deserve it. Whatever happened between me and Reyansh has nothing to do with him. He is innocent. He deserves to not lead a life as miserable as his parents.
A tear ticks down from my eye.
Then, again Reyansh.
If I choose Veer, Reyansh will be all alone.
I might get Veer, but I will lose Reyansh forever. Heck! I will lose my sanity.
A sob erupts from my throat. I can't choose either of them, and not making any choice will only hurt the three of us. Ignorance is easy, but it comes with its own consequences. Last time, it brought havoc on me.
