diary of a boy

alternate ending

THIS CONNECTS IN NO WAY TO THE ENDING/ LAST CHAPTER.
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December 4,1993
Goodbye diary.
Im just Michael.

their we sat.
luke on one side of the couch
and i on the opposite side. in his apartment.

i sat there, my heart beating out of my chest. or so thats what i felt. i had to tell luke i liked him.
it was my only chance. my only chance before he left to new york..

luke theres something i have to tell you. i said .

whats up? he asked .

i like boys. i said simply. feeling suddenly confident.

and i like you luke hemmings.

luke said nothing. just stared at me a while before speaking.

ill accept you no matter what. i accept you because youre like me. i like guys too. its just i dont feel the same for you.

his words broke me. a lump formed in my throat. i knew i would cry any second. but i held it in. i had to.

dylan, you can come out now.
luke said suddenly. and out of lukes room i could see a nervous dylan, walking towards luke.

i like dylan and im sorry i dont feel the same mike. im really sorry. luke said .

i nodded my head ever so slightly and mumbled an okay , before leaving and walking to my car.

my chest and throat hurt from holding in my pain. the tears freely flowed.

i felt rejected . i wished more than anything that we would be more than just friends but my wishes dont come true.

and maybe for one reason...

because im just michael clifford.

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ALTERNATE ENDING!!
I HONESTLY like the happy ending better, not this one because michaels sad.

MUKE IS LIFE
LIFE WITHOUT MUKE IS NOTHING! NOTHING I TELL YOU!
I hope you enjoyed this book tons and i hope you, maybe vote bc thatd be nice. :)
this book is OFFICALLY COMPLETE :(
but there will he other 5sos fanfics coming very soon.
i have one in progress its called dimentia. hopefully i can publish a chapter soon.
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i love you!!
youre amazing as always xox :)