diary of a boy

waiting

December 3, 1993
Hello
I talked to Ash and Cal.

i drove to ashton and calums apartment the next day after work. still no word from luke since he returned from his travels and since i saw him at the coffee shop.

i knocked on the door of ashton and calums apartment, soon revealing ashton, a smile on his face.

ready to talk mate? ashton asked as i took a seat next to him on the couch.

i nodded my head, and at that moment calum came and sat beside ashton.

i said the three words,
closing my eyes shut in the process, waiting for both of my friends to reject me, and hate me.

i like.. boys.. i said hesitantly.

i looked up at ashton and calum exchanging looks, a smile on their faces.

i didnt understand why they were smiling. It scared me.

we wont treat you any different. we'll always love you no matter what. ashton smiled pulling me in for a hug.

It sent a sign of relief all over my body and i couldnt help but let a tear slip from my eyes.

i heard calum chuckle, i like ashton either way so come here.
he pulled me in for a hug.

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CANT HAVE A BOOK WITH CASHTON!!!! IT GETTIN GOOD! WAIT FOR THE ENDING!