Dead Poets Society Preferences

They Find Out You Have An ED

TW: Eating disorders 

Requested by Skylinechillie

Neil ~ He always watches what you do because he's mesmerized by you, but when he realizes you've been counting your calories, he gets really confused. He's always seen you as a very happy and beautiful person so he gets mad at himself that he didn't realize it sooner. One day he comes up to you and calmly asks what's been going on. You explain everything to him and he doesn't interrupt once. After you're done he just wraps his arms around you and praises the hell out of you. He helps you feel more comfortable in your body. 

Todd ~ Since Todd is terrified of eating, he knows exactly what's going on with you. When you start cutting down your meals or sometimes just don't eat at all, he knows what's happening. At first he doesn't know what to say but thinks about how he would want someone to talk to him. You two were chilling in his dorm when he pulled out a tray of cookies. At first you declined but he ate one and encouraged you to do the same. You two relate over this feeling and both help each other feel better. 

Charlie ~ So he's completely obsessed with you and knows your whole schedule and everything you do. One day during breakfast, you just pick at some bacon but don't even finish anything. Because he doesn't think before he speaks, he immediately calls you out on it. You tell him you haven't been feeling good about yourself and he looks at you like you're crazy. He starts rambling on about how beautiful and perfect you are. He doesn't stop for like five minutes so you stop him yourself and tell him that you'll try to get better. 

Knox ~ You two are on a date night and you order a salad. When it arrives you barely eat it and Knox tries making it a nice dinner but keeps getting distracted. He doesn't really know how to word it so he flat out asks if you're starving yourself. You try telling him that you just want to get rid of some weight but he says that you don't need to and that you look perfect. He cringes when he hears your stomach growling and begs for you to eat anything because he wants you to be healthy. He comforts you and tells you that you can always come talk to him because he just wants you to be happy. 

Meeks ~ He just wanted to hang out with you so he goes to your dorm unannounced. When he walks in he sees you sobbing on the with pills in your hand. He immediately runs over to you and wraps his arms around you while asking what's wrong. After a while of crying on him you finally admit that you hate how you look and want to look like other girls. He strokes your hair while calmly telling you that you're young and shouldn't be doing this to yourself. Since he's smart he knows a lot about the anatomy so he tells you there's other ways to lose weight while still being healthy. He's very supportive and just wants you to love yourself. 

Pitts ~ When you start feeling bad about yourself, you always go to Pitts since he's your boyfriend but also your best friend. You run to him crying and just telling him how you hate how you look and you want to be thinner. This really hurts Pitts because he's always self conscious about himself so he knows what it feels like and he doesn't want you to feel like that. He just holds your face and gets you to calm down before he tells you how pretty you are. He doesn't want you to change and wants to make sure your safe so for the next couple of weeks he is literally always by your side. 

Cameron ~ He hasn't seen you for the whole day so he starts looking around for you. He finds you in the bathroom, crouched over a toilet while crying. He holds your hair back thinking you're sick, but then realizes that you're trying to make yourself throw up. He repeatably asks why you're doing that and low key freaks out.  He always thinks it's his fault and gets stressed out because he doesn't want you to leave him. You tell him what's happening and he just hugs you and tries not to cry. When you both calm down he tells you that he's gonna help you through this.