Ella's POV
Lakas ng apak ko sa break at buti nalang pati ung kasalubong ko nakapabreak agad.
"Magpapakamatay kaba??!! Sigaw ng driver saken
"Sorry po." Sabi ko nalang sa driver at buti umalis agad ang driver pero naparami ng mura saken ang driver bago umalis. Tumabi muna ako at huminga. Akala ko last day ko at inayos ko sarili ko para makauwe ng buhay sa bahay.
After that incident sa parking, hindi na ako nagparamdam muna kahit sa iba naming teammates. I booked a flight to UK para magbakasyon kasama si Mama para makasama namin si Ate and Kuya. We have 21 days vacation before sumabak ulet sa training and I asked Coach She if I can extend to 1 Month para hindi sayang ang bakasyon at makapag liwaliw si Mama. Supposedly sila ang uuwe but then I suggested na kami nalang ni Mama magpunta para naman maiba. Though ang totoo, I wanted to escape the truth that I was used and playtime lang yong sa amin ni Jema. Until now ang sakit pero hindi ko pinapahalata sa family ko kasi hindi ko naman sinasabi kung ano ako .
"Pot.. parang lately ang tahimik mo" bungad saken ni Ate Joyce habang nagkakape kami. Tulog pa si Kuya at si Mama.
"huh? Tahimik naman talaga ako ah." Sabi ko nlang at nagiging obvious pala ako
"Nakow Pot.. wag ako! Ano yan pwede ka mag kwento saken." Ate is trying to convince me to make kwento while holding my hand.
"Ate Joyce, I fell in love with someone.." I stopped there and nagbuntong hinga muna ako bago nagpatuloy. " I fell in love with a girl.. she's my teammate. It was unexpected kasi I didn't believe naman sa love. But suddenly parang it came somewhere then hit me." Malungkot ko na sabi. "I know I've been keeping who I am sa family so sana please keep it muna din? I don't know how to tell Mama and Kuya about it." Trying to convince Ate na sa kanya muna revelation ko about my identity.
"I know Pot.. We knew about it.. Inaantay ka lang naming mag open up and We love you for who you are." Sabay hugged ni Ate Joyce sa saken.
"Huh?? Paano? Even Kuya at Mama Knew?? " pagtataka kong tanong
"Ofcourse!! Haler Pot! Family mo kami and nakikita naming at nararamdaman. Don't worry about us and mahal na mahal ka naming regardless of who you are kasi ikaw padin naman si Potpot na nabubully naming ni Enzo."Sabay tawa ni Ate Joyce " But Going back to that someone... hmmm.. you fell in love pero bakit ka malungkot?" Ate asked about it so nag sinabi ko lahat sa kanya. "Miss mo?? Tanong ulet ni Ate Saken
"Opo Ate Joyce.. Sobrang miss ko" sagot ko naman sa kanya
"Bakit hindi mo kausapin?" balik na tanong naman ni Ate saken
"Nagsasalita ba ang pera Ate Joyce." Pagbibiro ko at hinampas naman niya braso ko
(author: Gusto ko lang isingit to hahaha ang drama kasi)
Sabi nga niya I should try to talk to Jema and pakinggan ang side niya kasi one sided naman ang halos narinig ko then saka ko e assess after pero I can't face her. I am still in pain and I was trying to convince myself na I should listen to her before ko e judge ang situation. But I don't have the courage to hear everything. Feeling ko masasaktan na naman ako.. Its me trying to be proactivel;y protecting myself in facing pain again.
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